change..it scares me

[gwenythmelons]

All sorts of thoughts racing

Ideas of not staying in San Fran forever.

Where to go?

Seattle and Austin are both options, even though I’ve never been to either.

Soon?

Who knows.

Probably not.

Just contemplating futures I never saw.

Getting  anxious at the mere thought.

Why do I fear change but desire it all at the same time?

I have a life

Comments

[donquixote]

all of us have the thoughts. the trick is not thinking about a timeframe until it's TIME to think about a timeframe. only then can you let yourself freak out. <3

[gwenythmelons]

lets move to austin!

tomorrow!

[donquixote]

as much as i love austin, i don't know if i could live there.

well, yeah i guess i probably could simply for the fact that it's AUSTIN, which is another town you don't ever have to stop being cool in. but it feels intimidating in that it's many many hours from anywhere else & so far from the ocean.

short list of cities not named san francisco i could possibly consider living in if you kicked me out of yere. since you're gonna put the proverbial gun to my head. ;) these are in no particular order, btw.

austin, tx.
portland, or.
asheville, nc.
pittsburg, pa.
chicago, il.

the no fucking chance list:
new york
los angeles.
boston.
washington dc area.
anywhere else in texas but austin.
anywhere in florida.
anywhere in ohio.

[gwenythmelons]

oddly enough,

i think pittsburgh, portland and chicago are on my maybe list too. But...boston is as well.

the anywhere in florida one is also true. hells nah!

all this unnecessary chatter has gotten my mind of the actual topic at hand. thanks johnso!

[glamdeluxe]

Picking up and leaving is scary. But arriving somewhere new is pretty fucking fun. Especially if you have a buddy who'd arrive with you.
Yeehaw to adventure, lady.

i have a buddy!

[gwenythmelons]

I do i do!!!

congrats on the upcoming nuptuials and shit