I really cant believe that I did that, but I'm so glad that I did. It feels pretty surreal. I've been a lot happier this week. I guess I was pretty down for a while. But things are going very well now and I think that they will continue to do so. I'm happy for myself for a change.

It keeps raining. Its really depressing for some reason. I feel like nobody's heart is in it. All of a sudden theres nothing to do but sleep or sit here quietly. I dont know what I normally do, but now I feel so confined to this room. Its especially frustrating that I cant move around in here because Ivy's friend is sleeping on an air mattress that ( Read more... )

So heres a recap of my life lately ( Read more... )

Life is going well. I have a social psych test later today so I've been studying for that. I got a 93% on my first quiz in my middle eastern history class, a 90% on my first quiz in public speaking, a 100% on my first quiz in computer lit and although I havent received my grade from my first exam in mass media, I think I did pretty well. I feel ( Read more... )

I keep trying to tell myself that this is all for the best and that everything will be fine, because I know it deep down, but it's so hard. My mind and my gut disagree about my heart and my eyes feel swollen. I hope I don't look like a monster tomorrow. I feel like my soul has been ripped apart. It just hurts so bad. I feel more alone than I have ( Read more... )

Yesterday was not my favorite day out of all of the days which I have experienced in my life. I wouldn't say it was at the bottom of my list of days, but it didn't rate very well. This is my way of saying that I had a bad day. Bad bad day. BAD. Anyways, everything got better last night and today is a new day. I'm free of Outback now. Its pretty ( Read more... )

Oh dear. I barely know what to do with myself. Hes so GD cute I cant stand it! I cant stop smiling or making little pinching motions with my hands when I think about how cute he is. I dont particularly understand the inclination to pinch, but I'm pretty sure it means that I like him. Lots. Lobsters. I dont know.

I have ulcers in my intestine. Cool.

Part of me really wants to go back to Tallahassee, & part of me really wants to stay here. I have such horrible timing, but at least I am happy.

I wish that Outback used a computer system to ring in items and send them to the line. Its really pretty difficult having to write the tickets and read other peoples handwriting to run their food. And this "BUSHMAN'S" shirt, its friggin huge on me. I'm tired now.