Just fucking shoot me...

[gwyndolyn]

...and the bad keeps on coming. It's turning into hell year. It's like some horrible nightmare I can't wake up from

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[sylvans_isis]

I got your message this morning. I'm so depressed.

Send my love to Sarah. I can't even imagine what they are going through. When I had my miscarriage, it was at the very beginning and that was horrible enough. *sigh*

*big hugs* This week just keeps getting worse and worse.

[gwyndolyn]

Weeke nothing. My life's been total shit since about November.
*hugs*

[mynthe]

*hugs*

I'm sorry to hear about your sister-in-law. And I am sure you'll be there for her.

[gwyndolyn]

Well...I can try. But it could be difficult. She could not want me to be around because my kids are fine, or something like that. It's just especially bad because she was 6 months along. If they could have had some inkling something was wrong, they could have delivered it....6 months is preemie, yeah, but the baby could have lived..

[mynthe]

yeah..

it's very sad when babies die even before they have a chance to live :(

[the_real_sorrow]

*HOLDS YOU TIGHTLY*....

[gwyndolyn]

*hugs*
Thanks, sweetie.
I hope she and her bf can make it through this.

[dartfaerie]

That is horrible, I don't blame you for wanting to keep your family home and stay in bed. *hugs* My love is with you and Sarah, I can't even imagine how she must feel now. I'm so sorry for her.. :(

[gwyndolyn]

*hugs* Thanks.
I just talked to my stepmom-in-law, she says Sarah was leaking amniotic fluid yesterday and when she got to the hospital they found no heart beat and no blood flow.....they have no idea what happened. She goes in tomorrow to be induced.

[dartfaerie]

I hope, at least, that they can find a reason for what happened. It's every pregnant mother's fear, and it's not fair at all that it happened to her.

[gwyndolyn]

I hope so, too....it'd be sad for any mother, but wth Sarah I have to think it's especially bad. She had uterine/ovarian/cervical (something down there, anyway- I can't remember which, though) cancer several years ago, when she was 13-14 or so. She's always been told she'd never be able to get pregnant or have children. So she got her hopes all up and everything, only to have this happen...now she's saying she doesn't want to be pregnant ever again. They still have to sign a birth certificate and everything for the baby after it's born. My mom had crocheted a blanket for the baby. She didn't know what to do with it, but Sarah says she would like it anyway. Bah, I'm babbling....