i think i might understand yer situation better than anyone right now. while reading this entry, my neck nearly became stiff from nodding in agreement. i was up when you wrote this. lying in bed, looking at the ceiling, chatting with my mom as she woke up for work. i'm an art major for christs sake and the only thing i've done that i wasnt required to by school in the past year is that coffee table. i feel like such a damn waste because i dont excel at anything. some people have hobbies even, snowboarding, random sports, singing...whatever. something they thoroughly enjoy and are amazing at. i've never had that. all i want to do is lay in bed until my head stops hurting, only to get up and sit on my ass somewhere else until i'm ready to go back to sleep in two days. i dont want to work, i dont want to move...i just want this fulfillment to get dropped into my lap- memorable nights, and good times. i hear ya jim. we should both do something about ourselves.
i'd be up for taking some sort of art classes or even sittin' around forcing eachother to do something productive type deal. sorry my comment is not as cute as any of those girls'. but i'm serious.
i thought that was some of the best stream-of-consciousness writing ive seen in a while i was just well constructed, althought thats sort of counter-stream of consciousness. and, i will totally write with you soon.
dont apply online anywhere - it's a damn joke. they dont even look at those. and if you wanna learn some piano i'll sho you my half-assed way of learning the major and minor chords.
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cause all ive been wanting to do is sleep.
work and smoke.
yeah, a trade off sounds just fine.
and you're still a peach and a drug.
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yea fuck it
ill go back to high school
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i'm an art major for christs sake and the only thing i've done that i wasnt required to by school in the past year is that coffee table. i feel like such a damn waste because i dont excel at anything. some people have hobbies even, snowboarding, random sports, singing...whatever. something they thoroughly enjoy and are amazing at. i've never had that.
all i want to do is lay in bed until my head stops hurting, only to get up and sit on my ass somewhere else until i'm ready to go back to sleep in two days. i dont want to work, i dont want to move...i just want this fulfillment to get dropped into my lap- memorable nights, and good times.
i hear ya jim.
we should both do something about ourselves.
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i was just well constructed, althought thats sort of counter-stream of consciousness.
and, i will totally write with you soon.
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and if you wanna learn some piano i'll sho you my half-assed way of learning the major and minor chords.
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