cant stop crying.
this is not real.

wow it has been a while
i have been keeping up with reading everyones journal but can't seem to find myself having something to say.
many things have happened since i have last written

• track has ended, and i had fun with it.
• i was voted ADL vice president which makes me happy. its something i really care about.
• me and jimmy broke up ( Read more... )

my life goes through cycles
im in a downward sprial.
and i cant stop it from happeneing

SKETCH-IESTTT night of my life.

i will update all about my trip later

what is with these good vs. bad emotions ( Read more... )

feeling two opposite feelings right now ( Read more... )

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almost started crying about 6 times in history. had to hold the tears back
i can NOT WAIT until friday when i go away for the weekend
its exactly what i need right now
or else. i will be a mean bitch
daily i get put in a bad mood becuase of stress
NOT GOOD

i know there are people who are SO much worse off ( Read more... )

well im glad everyone is having a great life
becuase mine is crumbling before my eyes

I really love listening to jim brickman.
his would be classified as "parent music"
but i really enjoy him
he playes piano and its so soothing
i do not feel well

that is all

ps. i miss gymnastics

my trip to london:
saturdayi got there at 6:30 in the morning london time(its 5/6 hours later in london
we went to the hotel and slept for a while
then colin came to the hotel to see us
he took us around london for a while then to his flat
then we went to a resturant we used to go to when we lived there:texas embassy
sundaywe went around to differnt ( Read more... )