something is very very wrong with me
but i can not figure out for the LIFE of me what it is

i dont feel like explaning more right now
i just feel like writing my history essay
and then going to sleep FOREVER
and then cant wait to babysit tonight for free?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel like i can scream as loud as i wont and not one soul will

it has really hit me that im in junior year now
i have many large tests comming up and im feeling stressed
and obviously at this time my life starts to go amuck
i feel so lost right now with my whole life boys school
espically starting to look at colleges.

at the beginning of the year up until now i have been so calm and collected ( Read more... )

gymnastics season is starting again
and HINGHAM HOCKEY is back:)
oh how i love love love the winter season

i love when im sitting at the computer and something makes me so happy, that i am just smiling at the screen. oh being happy is the greatest

this week has been the best week in so long ( Read more... )

I LOVE NATIONAL YOUNG LEADERS CONFRENCE
i had such a great time this week meeting some of the most interesting people in my life
washington dc is just so fun to be in and around and alroght it was such a tiring trip, it was so worth it
love you all nlyc. LGM TUBMAN FOR LIFEEEE

who would like to take drivers ed with me?
i cant believe i didnt do it in the summer
ahhh

why does my mother only say she loves me after she yells ( Read more... )

my dreams recently have been so wierd and crazy
i cant tell if they are trying to tell me something or not
but part of it i really dont want to believe.
dreams are so great though becuase they kind of help you see what to do/not do in real life sitautions like that.

in a great mood b/c this is the first night in forever i am not babysitting ( Read more... )

ever read the book alexander and the terrible horrible no good very bad day ( Read more... )