I feel it all

[gymnopediste]

Tell me a story. Write me a novel, or give me a single sentence, one word. Give me a comment and see if I can figure it out. Tell me of your love, your hate, tell me you don't care.

Confess to something you're proud of, admit to something you're ashamed of. Tell me your deepest secrets, or tell me something you think I should know about you and don'

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[saintmaverick]

I think that life is beautiful and I don't understand how everybody doesn't see it my way. I mean, I just don't get depressed people and suicidal people and crazy cynical people. I just don't get it. There are so many wonderful and amazing and beautiful things in the world and it just doesn't fit in my head why some people refuse to see them.

Idk. That's the first thing that popped into my head.
Also, look at my pretty TOP icon. TOP WILL SHOOT ALL CYNICAL PEOPLE IN THE FACE SRY2SAY.

[anonymous]

I often think I'm stronger than most people my age but I wish I didn't because it's alienating. The pain I've endured, the things I've been through, the losses I've sustained, the pressure...and yet, I always retain my form.

I hate weak people.
It's not all right to give up. I firmly believe that one of the purposes in life is to fulfill your latent greatness, to fulfill all of your positive potential. There are millions of pathetic, shallow, weak and loserly people out there. So why not be different? Eh? Anyone can do it.

//Sometimes it hurts to fight so hard// So what? It hurts even more to lose.

//Sometimes the pieces of me pull apart// And so? They can be pushed back together again.

Human beings are not as fragile as they think they are. Just like a child will drop to the floor howling over a small cut, so 'adults' will behave at the mere thought of spiritual or emotional injury. Any excuse to just stop coping with the world and other people.

Pathetic.

[anonymous]

I'm the same idiot that just posted a few seconds ago. but I feel a huge wave of rant today that I would never share on my journal :|

I have heard from several people today that I come across as being rather well-adjusted. Well, excuse ME for not sharing my dysfunction or allowing myself to go all to pieces! So because I've been more successful at staying coherent and cohesive, I'm given less credit for getting here? How does that work? I don't WANT people to look at me and say, "Wow, that one is fucked up." So because I'm strong, resourceful and resilient I'm tagged as a nothing 'normal' that has never had a single life-altering experience? How fucking insulting and presumptuous.

I may never know everything, or even close to it, but I know quite a damned lot about how life works, how people work and how the world works. And I despise it and don't plan on emulating it. So THERE XD

[anonymous]

why do the terms 'normal' and 'well-adjusted' have to be insulting rather than complimentary? i don't think there necessarily follows the conclusion that to call one normal and to say he or she is well-adjusted is also to say that he/she lacks real life experience.

[anonymous]

I hate stupid people in insane ways. i know it's wrong. But I don't care. Anyone who doesn't function past a certain IQ level is dead to me.

At the same time, I think I'm growing up. I guess part of that is accepting people, and I'm trying. And shockingly, I'm succeeding, though not without a grimace on my face half the time.

I've resisted growing up for so long. But now that it's actually happening, I sort of wish I had already moved past this. I wish I'd had all these experiences at a younger age. I don't know how I would've handled this stuff -- this stuff most people go through as young teens -- when I was a young teen. I don't know if I could've processed it without becoming more sheltered and cynical and hermit-like than I am now. But I really wish I were already an adult at this point. I already know I'm never going to grow out of wearing hair bows and wanting a swing set, and I think that those childish things are what I was clinging to. Now that I know I can still be an adult without giving up the kid in me, I wish I had

[anonymous]

I'm scard I'm going to fail at life and be alone forever.