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[gymnopediste]

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue

Comments

[chupark]

i loves you in a creepy way :3

[gymnopediste]

aw i appreciate your creepy ^^ also, right back atcha 8D *needs to stalk you moar*

[anonymous]

Generally I think that you and I are the same person in different bodies.

Sometimes I worry I will never have sex ever.

I hardly like anybody and I'm not sure why. And I'm not sure I like the people I do like.

I'm still trying to figure the world out and I'm convinced one day I'll do it.

I'm pretty sure that even though I am posting this anonymously, you know who I am ;)

[anonymous]

Recently my only friend in town completely threw me under the bus. not only did she hurt me financially, she broke my heart. she completely refused to talk to me after an event that was in no way my fault, and left me to deal with the pain of the situation, the fear of my own situation, and the feeling of being completely disposable.

2 weeks later she says she is sorry. she expects me to just let it go and return to our normal ways, hanging out all the time. my heart hasn't healed and i don't feel like i can trust her at all. ever again. i am still left with no real life friends. it hurts and i am scared and i am still mad.

but i cannot tell anyone about it because it is so personal, so hard to talk about, that i just let it stew inside me. which isn't helping me heal, at all. i wish my internet friends were neighbors and could all meet up for ice cream and girl movies and talking out such hurtful things. this is kinda like that, in eljay form. so thanks! please pass the vanilla my way!