and everyone keeps saying nothing helps but time

[gypseas]

I feel like I only come here when I'm sad.. which is ridiculous but when you're happy you get so caught up in the moment it doesn't make sense to sit down and try fit all the joy within words and sentences. This would probably be the worst week of my life, but it's so much easier to smile at people and tell them I'm okay even though inside I feel

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[jeeshtothewar]

Hello norashiqin, I'm so glad to see you blogging again, your posts are always a worthy read. Nora, yes, it is not alright, it is not okay, but maybe someday it will be yeah? And even if it never becomes alright, sometimes its okay not to be alright. Take care.

[gypseas]

It will be okay it will be okay it will be okay someday everything will be okay.
If I say it enough maybe I will start believing it too :)

sixuan

[anonymous]

Yeah Deb's right - sometimes it's okay for things to not be okay. And even if it isn't, then well like you said it WILL be okay. Love you, miss you much :( Just as much as whether or not you got in. All your friends won't love you any less so you shouldn't either Nor :( Plus everything happens for a reason, and one day within the next 2 years you'll see what the reason is. GATHERING SOOON SO WE CAN POUR OUR SOULS OUT :( Stay strong Nor!!!!!! There is so much to live for and be happy about. <3 :(

Re: sixuan

[gypseas]

Hahahaha moop you have more unhappy smileys in one comment than I have in one sad entry!!
I miss you too bb, why don't I ever see you around?
Anyway argh it isn't just this JC so far has been a whole string of ): But I know, I know. I smiled a lot today :)

sixuan

[anonymous]

and,
WELL DONEEEEEEEE for SYF!!!!!! :) It was fun right!!!!!! hahaha I think performing is!!! :D

Re: sixuan

[gypseas]

We're quite disappointed but o wellz it was extremely fun!!