Surgery ... again
This has been a very expensive autumn for me. I ended up having 2 emergency surgeries in November due to a massive infection in the main nerve channel of my jaw that .. after they opened it up .. they discovered was caused by a nerve turning into viscious goo under a crown. That was 3 weeks of SUCK. The pain I was in went from "this hurts, I ( Read more... )
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I also think is our instinctual need to fight against something when we are told we cant do something, though I also think that is also part of the mourning process as well.
Always keep in mind though that if it turns out you really do want kids there are plenty out there that dont have a home.
John and I always said we dont want kids and if that need ever over takes any of us and its too late (which is more then likely)and we can financially afford a child we though about adoption.
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I'm sorry about the kids thing. The feelings your having probably are coming from both the emotional places you described. Kind of like you don't know what you've got until it's gone/can't have it?
I seriously doubt you would be a bad Mom. While it's not the same as giving birth, maybe that means adoption is in the card for you someday? I'm sure the Universe has something extraordinary in store for you!
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Fuck woman... ;(
I adore you and hope that you feel better soon..
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