lately i've been looking at things i need to do and i've been feeling really stressed out because in my head it's all a big mess. so this morning i wrote a to do list, and it's really not that big. infact there are like 3 things i need to do, it's just that 1 of them is massive and has alot of parts to it (portfolio/interview/application is just ( Read more... )

you know i -have- been meaning to update a real update but i havn't been able to form an entry which is worthwhile and therefore i never update it. so here: have a profile i've never seen before.

( if you see me walking down the street )

Instructions: On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing), and write down your favorite lines of the song. Try to avoid putting the song title in the line. Then, have your friends comment and see if they know the songs.

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today would have been harriet's 19th
she never even made it to her 14th birthday
she never turned into a woman
she had so much potential.

you've changed me with your absence.

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we sailed away on a winter's day
with fate as malleable as clay;
but ships are fallible, I say,
and the nautical, like all things, fades.
and I can recall our caravel:
a little wicker beetle shell
with four fine masts and lateen sails,
its bearings on Cair Paravel.

oh my love,
oh it was a funny little thing
to be the ones to've seen.
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the only music i want to listen to at the moment is early pj harvey: heavy distorted stuff, wailing, moaning... i want to do something generous and from the right place tomorrow... maybe this is what's wrong: the absence of generosity ( Read more... )

Every cd i own is irratating me. i'm buying new ones today: dance hall at louise point being one of them... thus meaning i only have to get rid of me to own all of polly's albums. i'm hyped about her concert though ( Read more... )

in my life, why do I smile at people who I’d much rather kick in the eye ?I'm devoting a few hours today to get the portfolio thing out of the way: at least this part of it ( Read more... )