who cares?? I get a kick out of it too. As a matter of fact, often times we help each other. I'm a heafty 22.2 YUCK! I'm a fat ass ugly biiiiaaaatch. Really, why does it bother you so much how she eats anyway? I love her no matter what!
These BMI charts are blown out of the water when you couple in body fat composition tests. When people are tested for their lean body mass meaning what the skin, bones, water and muscle weigh - a person with a lean body mass of 139 is recommended to weight 176
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Does it look like we're trying to be healthy???? We're trying ot be SKINNY! I hate myself when I gain. I can eat a sandwich and gain 5 Lbs b/c I (yes) I fucked my metabolism as well. I have puked, starved, diet pilled, laxatived my metabolism to nothing. And I feel ugly b/c I'm "normal healthy weight." Does that mean I think all people of bigger sizes are ugly????? FUCK NO! It's me I have issues w/ not other people. So, she's not insulting you by having issues w/ herself. Now if you'll excuse me, my laxative has kicked in and I have to take a stacker. Have a lovely day. P.S. I would love Erin if her BMI was 95.9! I only want to see her happy and totally impathize w/ her feelings. P.S.S. I'm ugly when I'm fat.
empathy/sympathy depends how my day goeslatitude11October 14 2003, 10:44:55 UTC
doesn't matter how thin she gets she won't be happy it just doesn't work like that and yeah it will make you high when you get on the scales and you've lost a pound but thats only temporary and it will hurt like hell when the next 10 times you get on the scales that day or hour you weigh the same. you have to obsess about something positive cause it NEVER goes away no matter what anyone says, forcefeeds, locks you up cause its always inside you and they can't get at that only you can, the only way either of you will ever be happy is if you can love something more than you hate yourself and no amount of counselling or starvation can do that for you.
Re: empathy/sympathy depends how my day goesgypsygirlOctober 14 2003, 18:04:09 UTC
the only way either of you will ever be happy is if you can love something more than you hate yourself and no amount of counselling or starvation can do that for you.
You are so very right. And I know this. I don't know if its about not loving anything more than my hate....because I love so much....but I guess I've never thought about whether my hate still overshadows it all....I dunno.
To any loving soul out there...I'd say you're life is yours. Live the way you want, and thus live with the consequences. Accept the crosses you want to carry, dump the ones that no longer serve you, and wave a passing hello to the sunrise, which comes every morning despite how you feel about it
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To any loving soul out there...I'd say you're life is yours. Live the way you want, and thus live with the consequences. Accept the crosses you want to carry, dump the ones that no longer serve you, and wave a passing hello to the sunrise, which comes every morning despite how you feel about it.
well while i'm amazed at the harshness of above comment i see what she meant. i understand though how you feel too.
but i hate to break it to you and abby. neither one of you are in the least bit fat. a little unhealthy. sure. aren't we all? i think you wouldn't mind your body so much if you fed it what it really wanted. ;) what you see isn't fat. it's skin, tissue, muscle and tendons. and water weight bloating from too much sodium.
no matter what you do to yourself, i love you. period. i don't need to preach or complain. you are your own person and you have a world of hurt. i just wish sometimes you wouldn't take it out on yourself so hard. you don't need to be perfect. just be you.
that's all. i'll step off my little soapbox and put away the microphone. ;-P
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When you get to AZ I'm going to stuff you full of Mexican food.
I'm a 25, right on the border lol, but a "shapely" 25!
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Really, why does it bother you so much how she eats anyway?
I love her no matter what!
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Mmmm....chimichanga............chips and salsa.....quesadillas....beans and rice.....tacos.....
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I hate myself when I gain. I can eat a sandwich and gain 5 Lbs b/c I (yes) I fucked my metabolism as well. I have puked, starved, diet pilled, laxatived my metabolism to nothing. And I feel ugly b/c I'm "normal healthy weight." Does that mean I think all people of bigger sizes are ugly????? FUCK NO! It's me I have issues w/ not other people. So, she's not insulting you by having issues w/ herself.
Now if you'll excuse me, my laxative has kicked in and I have to take a stacker.
Have a lovely day.
P.S. I would love Erin if her BMI was 95.9! I only want to see her happy and totally impathize w/ her feelings.
P.S.S. I'm ugly when I'm fat.
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You are so very right. And I know this. I don't know if its about not loving anything more than my hate....because I love so much....but I guess I've never thought about whether my hate still overshadows it all....I dunno.
Thanks for the comment.
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OMG. Exactly. exactly exactly. Thank you.
And I had no idea......
Thank you for posting......
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Never think you are alone. So just deal wit it ;)
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but i hate to break it to you and abby. neither one of you are in the least bit fat. a little unhealthy. sure. aren't we all? i think you wouldn't mind your body so much if you fed it what it really wanted. ;) what you see isn't fat. it's skin, tissue, muscle and tendons. and water weight bloating from too much sodium.
no matter what you do to yourself, i love you. period. i don't need to preach or complain. you are your own person and you have a world of hurt. i just wish sometimes you wouldn't take it out on yourself so hard. you don't need to be perfect. just be you.
that's all. i'll step off my little soapbox and put away the microphone. ;-P
xoxo
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