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[gypsygirl]

I decided a while ago that the reason for my obsessive journaling was this intense need to keep a day or a minute or any piece of time forever. Like....I needed to keep my own memories. I can't remember most of my childhood except in flashes, and I honestly have no one to remind me. Even now, I can look back at my journals and remember where I

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[meadowgirl]

you know...for all your "mistakes" [which are called that by other people...you learned a lot and are still alive so it's a learning process.] you still ended up doing the right thing. no offense, but that Anna was a big fat bag of fucking trouble. i always had a very big, very bad feeling about her, her lifestyle and the way she treated you. i never trusted her or what she said or did. so you 'stabbing' her in the back? yeah...it needed to happen to get you away from her, her influence and her life.

but, no matter how much or little you write? i still love you. no matter what. period. no matter how many 'destructive' things you do or do to yourself...i love you. you are my sister from another mister. and that will never change.

xoxo

[gypsygirl]

thanks lkat. :) and thanks for sticking up for me back then. that was definitely some DRAMA. I didn't mean her, though....the back stabbing....I meant my boss....no, I didn't stab Anna in the back, I never would. Still wouldn't. Just sad the way the "situation" had to end. I'm sure you know how that goes, huh. Pooh. I wish people could live with each other without suspiscion and misunderstanding. Thats always what fucks everything up.

And. I love YOU. thanks. thanks. thanks. smooch.

[meadowgirl]

oh, i gotcha...but i still think the whole b.s. w/ Anna happened how it was meant to, and you needed to get out of there and away from that. i know you miss it...but you know it was the right thing. :)

i'm a suspicious person now because of how stupid i've been in the past. never again will i not listen to or trust my gut instinct or intuition!!! it will always lead me on the right road!

[gypsygirl]

pshhh....know the feeling. :(