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So I heard from David today. It wasn't what I wanted to hear but it's better then nothing. ~sigh~ I'm just so distraught. I feel like I can never rest and relax until were together again. I left him a message on myspace and poured out my heart to him. I just don't know what I would do if he decided he didn't want me. Friends is just not enough. I ( Read more... ) -
Love Hurts
Well today was a pretty good day actually. I got my cable billed payed and then called the cable company and told them that the check is on the way. So my cable will not be shut off! Hooray! I also got a new McDonald's tote bag and big yellow water bottle. They gave them out to all the crew. I also asked Jason if I could fill mine with pop from the ( Read more... ) -
Still Nothing
Well I haven't heard from David yet. I just can't let go of the little glimmer of hope that he will come back to me. I just can't bear the thought of him suffering. I hope he is doing okay. If I could just hear his voice I would be happy. I just have this hole in my heart. An emptiness inside. I try to to push my feelings of longing for him aside ( Read more... ) -
She Cries Till Her Sadness Subsides
So yesterday was the day that was the day. The end of something and the beginning of something else. Well what ended was the fact that David was living here. I gave him a kiss and a hug before I left for work knowing full well when I got home he wouldn't be there. It hurt me to know that but I didn't know how much till I got home. The moment I ( Read more... ) -
See I'm Smiling!
Today well I mean yesterday. I think the benadryl is kicking in. I 'm getting tired. I have had a real problem sleeping lately. Well tonight I watched the movie Hide and Seek. That movie made me cry a lot for reasons that well I don't feel like divulging cause I don't want to be that person that is known as a downer. I will just wait till I get ( Read more... )
