sick and fucking tired

[gypsyrose34]

you know, i think about it. and i am really not as interesting as some people. i am not as cool, my stories are less interesting than theirs, i have less to say. i understand why i am just a fly on the wall. as much as i want to be noticed and accepted, i just cant do it. i cant let go of myself. i cant be someone i'm not. i'm just not as cool. who

Comments

[black_raven16]

The only way you are going to be happy with yourself is either you accept yourself as you are and go with it or you change yourself until you like what you see. I know how the whole depression thing goes though, but you will get by it. Just please, if you do change yourself dont become as bitter and cynical as I am, the world is a very dark place when that happens. Stay the funny and happy person you were, we all like you that way.

Joe

[imade_myself]

i don't know what advice to give or anything, or if there is any to give... nothing is really coming to mind. but just know that you're not alone in any of these feelings. none of them. because like i said we are freakishly similar. i guess the teen years are all about figuring out who you really are and where you belong. it's not a fun process but in the end things will be okay. just know that no matter how frustrated you are right now, things will different someday. i know i get frustrated when i see people who obviously don't have trouble with anything, they're perfect, they have perfect grades and friends and everything. it's hard to see people like that because i do struggle with so many things and i am so far from perfect. i have such fucked up emotions and i have made way too many mistakes and done way too many things i regret. so trust me. i am pretty much in the same boat as you. you are not alone.

IM me sometime if you want to talk about anything. (sn=poisonxafixheart)