Gritting my teeth, staring into abyss I find the words pouring out of my mouth. I want to scream, for anyone and everyone to hear. i want to ask why. I want to crawl into a dark place and stay there til this feeling subsides.
My doggie (sort-a) got put to sleep today. It was because of old age, and i know it needed to happen. She was going blind, and getting really frail. I'm just really sad. We've had her for like 12 years. I'm just rambling like a big ol idiot. I'm sorry.