i need to be talked to ( Read more... )

i am sick of everyone. and everything. and i need to leave this fucking town as soon as possible. either that or things need to change, because although i do have some reservations, and there are a select few who i will miss, august 21st cant come soon enough.

im tired. and i really shouldnt post when im tired. because i say things that dont make sense. i may be leaving livejournal though. one last post after vacation and i think im done. goodnight. and see you all in a week.

ps. still leave me messages and call.

on vacation until saturday. i was really looking forward to it until tonight. im afraid that im going to be too busy concentrating on my insecurities to really enjoy it. hopefully not...

anyway, leave me a message here to come back to. and if you really care, then you should call. im going to miss you all.

after a really confusing last few days, and the worst day of work ever...strangely...i feel wildly optimistic right now. i feel ready.

I cross my heart and hope to die ( Read more... )

friday-->went to the beach with starman which was a ton of fun, even though it was overcast all day, and then partied at amy's house ( Read more... )

so...its time for an update, but honestly i dont know what to write about, because i dont know whats wrong with me. the last couple weeks i have been totally exhausted and yesterday it caught up with me. ive spent too much time worrying about people who i know can take care of themselves, arguing with my parents, stressing over everything in the ( Read more... )

soooo ( Read more... )

so i have a lot to catch up on starting at alyssas grad party going all the way up through senior week. and because i dont feel like writing, heres lots and lots of pictures. you can fill in the gaps as you see fit.

( grad parties, hangouts and a double date )