Just Waiting

[h2o_plus]

I often have this fear that I will get forgotten. Right now I'm waiting to be picked up because I'm going to this party. And I just feel so nervous. I always do. I can't really explain why. It's just, I'm terrified that I'll get left here, all dolled up, and just keep waiting

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[dragonz_ahoy]

awwww *hugs the gorgeous*

[fratboydan]

I like this whole, 'random people adding me as friends on lj' thing - it makes me feel good!

If it makes your feel better, my parents forgot to pick me up all the time when I was growing up. I would walk home (2 miles after soccer practice!) and they'd say, 'how'd you get here?' It sucked and I blamed them a lot for my self-esteem issues, 'how can you forget about your son!' But as I've gotten older I've realized that my self-esteem issues were mostly my own issues that I magnified into something they weren't. Yeah, I've been stood up, even by my own parents!

But when someone finally does pick me up, they're going to be in for something really special!