so life has been going well lately ( Read more... )

well it's almost gigi's 17th bday and so that'll be going on this weekend along with homecoming crap...which i choose not to play a role in.. after parties... thats a diff story ( Read more... )

So, it's saturday and i jsut got back from viktoriya's house.. first sleep over there since TOOSday night (party@vikky's) anyways the events of last night have completely taken me and tightened me up inside ( Read more... )

well everything has gone well this weekend it was much better than i thought it would be ( Read more... )

After such a busy beginning to my week it clamed down a bit on wed. i got to come home from practice and then spend the night out with friends... random fun is the best kind for me ( Read more... )

as i sit to take a few quite moments to myself i realize the chaos that is my life ( Read more... )

wow...thoughts in my head are very... contradicting at the moment. i want something but i know its only b.c i want it. on another level i really hope i'm not pressuring ed at all. i can think of so many reasons not to do it but then y not? i mean it's an experience and i kno it'll make things a lot stronger but we are going to be together for ( Read more... )

i can never quite hold happiness, can i? i have so mcuh yet i am more frustrated than i can decribe. I love him and i kno it yet i can't tell him b.c of his own issues caused by jackie the bitch that ruined everything from the second she met any of these ppl. she fucked up friendship and relationships and she fucked with ppl's emotions. that is ( Read more... )

...hello world, this thing is so awesome i could put w.e the fuck i want and no one ever reads it well now vikky but she knows whats in my head anyways :P so school has been going awesome. classes are tough but for some reason i'm liking it... one this im not a fan of is having gigi sit RIGHT next to me in two of my classes and then having to eat ( Read more... )

 i'm really excited that i'm going to zack's! labor day weekend is gonna be the shit!it'll cost me only $115.20 to fly up there on a friday night and fly back on a monday night. i wish it could be down here but it's gotta be up there in orlando but i finally get to see his burgandy room lol. it's gonna be mad fun while i take his bed from him and ( Read more... )