I knew My best friend liked him. She told me today that she did and asked if we were going to get back together. I fucking knew this was going to happen... I knew it. And you know what I told her? If there is no possibility of us getting back together, she can have him. It's going to kill me if they start going out... just fucking kill me......

H3ADonCOLLISION7 (4:19:18 PM): hey ( Read more... )

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Why do I continually torture myself? Why am I trying to hold on to him ( Read more... )

I really want to go back out with David... i was stupid for letting Court talk to him. I really didn't want her to, but she kept bugging me about it so I told her she could call him just to get her to shut up. I regreted it about 20 seconds later, when he picked up the phone and she just started bein bitchy to him ( Read more... )

H3ADonCOLLISION7 (9:59:48 PM): hey ( Read more... )

Me an David aren't going out anymore... he doesn't listen to me.

The4thReichRuler (6:50:14 PM): still here ( Read more... )

Why am i freaking out like this?

David did it again. We departed on just a wave and a goodbye.
Once after ROTC and once when they dropped us (me n Gary) off at home.

I guess I'm freaking out because of my own insecurities...

and the fear of losing someone I love.

I went home to get more stuff today... and it stressed me out REALLY badly. I got my most prized possessions, more clothes, some books, my favorite blanket, and a few other random things. After I walked out of the garage and into the kitchen, i just started bawling like a little baby. I couldn't help it. I was thinking about how that was probably ( Read more... )