I wasn't trying to make you feel guilty. I've told you before the past is done. I don't hurt anymore. I was just making a compairison. I know he is a bad person, and I am unhappy with the way he treated you. I told you that. I told him I was unhappy. I told him to leave you alone. I also told him to leave Adam alone because anything that effects Adam effects you. I don't talk to him anymore than I have to. I'm sorry that I can't be emotional for you. I'm sorry that I never did get control over myself, so that I could let go of what didn't matter and still care. I did treat you badly when we were first together. I didn't really care yet. I expected you to break up with me any time so I didn't get attached. You broke through my shield. I loved you more than I knew. It isn't what I did. I am sorry for everything that I didn't do. I'm sorry for every time I wasn't there. I regret all the experiences with you that I missed out on. I've known that I am a bad person for a long time. I try not to be, but I can't help it. I'm sorry
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