oh yes.. im in one of "those" moods. everything seems to be on the upswing, i think im in the clear and im slowly coping with the assholes who tryed to ruin my life. but i still have this horrid complex with being alone. i still cant stand to be here without you. he and you are the only ones who really care about me unconditionally. everyone ( Read more... )

you need to come back soon. i need you here ( Read more... )

i hate feeling this way.. but for the first time in while anger has been a consistant feeling. i want to call her and tell her im mad at her but she would just put it all back on me. i feel liek i was used again. she dates these horrib;e people.. and she knows they're horrib;e.. then she puts me and her child in danger by bringing them around ( Read more... )

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this is me ( Read more... )

why arent there more of me.. if there was just 4of me.. maybe two more for good measure.. i could make everyone i love happy. i hate that i cant do that being just one person. everyone wants that person that was made just for them, i want to be that person so i can make them happy, but there are more than one of them, and they all deserve to be ( Read more... )

im so happy right now i could just cry... i want to tell everyone why they are important to me, ad just why they are special.. but i feel now is not the time... id have to be one on one with them and that wont happen now. so i suppose ill just write it on here.. seems like a good place ( Read more... )

this was definately one of my better days.. i see i am loved and i too also love. of course allot of this is because i was rolling but i had so much fun anyway. i see now that there really are good people outsideof the ones i already know.. i have great frineds who need me still and i will do everything i can to be there for them.. also. i never ( Read more... )

today was fairly uneventful.. well, not entirely ( Read more... )

so i talked to sam last night.. apparently a certain girlfriend beating booze hound wants to make his way back up here.. and whats even funnier.. all these people cant wait. what shit.. that man has fucked over every single solitary friend hes ever had.. and its true that im angrey with him but im not gonna spread lies about him.. this is truth.. ( Read more... )