So my schedule is so freaking screwed up right now. I've been going to be around 8 or 9 in the morning and waking up around 5 or 6 at night. It's been no bueno. Well, I mean, it's been fine when Mr. Jeremy is here, but I have to force myself to go to sleep semi-earlish tonight cause I've got work tomorrow. Even last night I was gonna try and go to ( Read more... )

So I just smoked a fat bowl of super sour lemon diesel and I haven't smoked since 4-20. I have a feeling in about 5 minutes I'm gonna be super sour lemon fucked! Actually, make that 1 minute. Omg I missed you Mary Jane!! I really am enjoying this only smoking once every like 2 weeks thing. My weed is lasting me foooooorever and when I do smoke I'm ( Read more... )

La la la! *does happy dance*

Weeeeee!

Haha, so Jeremy finally asked me to be his girlfriend! Fucking finally!!! Woooooot!!

That is all!!

<3 <3 <3 <3

So I love him. Like seriously. He's all I can ever think about now. And I always smile when I do, so lately I've basically been smiling 24/7. It feels really good. I feel like this huge weight has been lifted, like it's been overcast for the last year and someone finally parted the clouds. I can breathe again, I can enjoy my life. I'm not losing my ( Read more... )

I am just so fucking mad I cant even fucking speak! I've been up for over 2 hours fucking seething ( Read more... )

God what has life become? How is it that I went from having everything I ever wanted to being back home locked in my room in a matter of 3 months? Life started going down hill the second we got to Seattle and it continued to spiral downwards and now I'm here at the bottom again. I feel like I finally found myself in Seattle, finally started feeling ( Read more... )

We're here in Seattle. I really like the town, and Seattle itself. The weather has been super cold and it snowed yesterday but I think Ive been handling it well. Ive cried almost everyday we've been here. Its true what everyone says, roommates suck so much ass! The place was a mess when we got here and Ian is a total slob and hasn't cleaned one ( Read more... )

So yea. It's been a while. I got a job at Starbucks. It's going good I guess. I love my job and most of the people I work with, I just dont get shit for hours and I need 20 a week for insurance. Oh well. Davey and I are moving to Seattle at the end of December. Ian's sister is moving back down here and he needs a roommate. Rent is $325 each and ( Read more... )

Things are all better, of course. I went over on tuesday and didnt come home til yesterday. And I fucking miss him like crazy already. But yea, things are good again. Except my mom is making me crazy. I really dont feel like writing it all out now. Maybe I will later, maybe not. She wants me to come watch a Zepplin concert with her cause Amanda ( Read more... )

I woke up at 9 again today. i cant sleep without davey. ive been getting about 4-5 hours of sleep a night and then taking small half hour naps through out the day. this fucking sucks so fucking bad. i really just want to break something. ive been feeling like that for a while and since i havent yet its starting to wear on me. actually what i want ( Read more... )