i was reminded the other day that i was sposed to write a HAPPY journal entry. Here it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Honestly i think im just a bit HyPeR right now. dont know why cuz its a thursday and im normally purty near exhaustion. but what can i say this week has been a bit StRaNgE. AHhHhHhHhH ok ok oh yah and theres the fact that im ( Read more... )

I follow the night/ Can't stand the light/ When will I begin/ To live again?/ One day I'll fly away/Leave all this to yesterday/ What more could your Love do for me?/ When will Love be through with me?/ Why live life from dream to dream?/ And dread the day when dreaming ends/ One day I'll fly away

THINKing too much...

StReSsInG about COLLEGE, nhs, basically everything i HaVeNt done...

very WorrieD about what i am to do about him...

=)

"You cannot control what you love - you watch it driving recklessly towards the broken bridge, the torn-up track ( Read more... )

"You cannot control what you love - you watch it driving recklessly towards the broken bridge, the torn-up track ( Read more... )

how in the heck does that always happen?

one white cloud...

just a wish to lay down and cry...

im to the point now where im doing so much and getting NoThInG done...and i know im going to be FuCkEd later because of it...

must you really be so perfect...

best of your ability?????...

on a happy note: toni, she's gotten back the happiness she deserves...

future...???!!!!?????!!!!!

like a fat, stiff, clumsy, uncoordinated girl trying to dance...

cuz blue eyes youre the secret i keep...

i miss you so much right now...but why now?

expectations...

damn jealousy...

everything i do...???

i want to call you, but im afraid im just not happy enough at the moment...but i shall, i shall

i hope this weekend goes well...

=)

i hate how cheerios float on top of the bowl so you cant tell if you need to keep pouring more milk or not, which usually causes you to end up with overflowing milk and thus a mess and a rather undelightful bowl of cereal