im really drunk....
like falling over
typing is hard...
i cant stand up
i missd female attention
im lonely....

at a keger...
so empty...

at least lex is coming back....

i quit my job..

nin is playing i think its its the ruiner....

i woul;d put my cock in a block f wood.....

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at what point does a person start becoming old
is it age that defines it or mind set......
i need some kind of change....
i need to quit my job.......
i need a moment of clarity.....
what right does my brain have to call itself me??????

i am tired all the time

club went well.....
i was called into work at 6 this morning....
so i havent slept yet...
jen amber and i are watching gingersnaps 2...
ooohhhh carnage...

im lonely....

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it looks like ive been stood up again.............
im starting to get used to it......

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some how ive gone from not sleeping to sleeping all the time.
ive been having these strange dreams about other people.
(not those kind you dirty people)
they been strange commitment dreams.
devoid of sexuality but very spiritual.
very strange.

ps....
i hate my job!!!!!!!

i am soooo tired. im a volcano. every time im think i know who i am i realise ive lied to my self.
volcano.