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[hackolantern]

Kristen killed herself.

Maybe Im responsible. Maybe Im not.

I feel responsible.

Everyone said the same thing- "If a person wants to kill them self, there is nothing you can do to stop them."

Whatever. I certainly did not help the situation.

Mark read me her note last night.

The things she said to me cut deep.

If I had known how she felt, how

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[lena_beanz]

omg I'm so sorry sweetheart!!!! ***HUGE HUGS***

I know nothing I say will help or make any difference... because I hardly know you or the situation at all... but if you ever need someone to talk to you know where to find me XOXOXOXOXO

[fireofsorrow]

There's nothing wrong with you at all. Deep down, I think you know that. I don't know how you used to be, but I love the person you are now and I don't want you to change

[tylilyli]

First, I'm very very sorry for your loss.

Suicide is so difficult. I'm sure everyone is telling you that it isn't your fault, and they're right. But that's not really what you need to hear.

There wasn't anything more you could have done, if there was she would have made it known. People who kill themselves tend to do that, they ask for help. You did the right thing by not telling her you loved her if you didn't. That would have been more devastating to her if you did, and she found out the truth.

Sometimes a person will leave a note, ultimatly to make someone else feel guilty. Perhaps you not saying you loved her was a fragmented amount of making her upset... but not suicidal. I didn't know her and I can tell you that there were probably many, many underlying things going on that no one else could see, or that she didn't talk about.

*Hug* It's a terrible thing for anyone to have to go through, but sadly it's ireversible... I know this comment won't help at all, but should you need to talk - fireflynova, on aim.

♥ take

[moxymoth]

Listen to your friends. They have good insight.

I know you're going to feel pretty shitty for a while. Expect that.

Just remember how beautiful everyday life is.

You'll see it sometime soon.

[xxxhatemexxx]

Im so so so so so sorry to hear about your friend...

When I was 13 one of my good friends killed herself...I was 13, I didnt know anything was wrong with her I just thought she was unhappy like most of the 13 year olds around here...

Its been almost 4 years and things are slowly getting back to the way that they used to. In her letter it said that she killed herself because she was a pagan and no one understood her. I wish I would have known what was going on through her mind. She hung herself from her bunkbed with a scarf...Believe me I know what you're going through. It is not your fault and I know that it hurts like Hell but slowly everything will fall back into place. remember no matter how bad things may seem, they all happen for a reason.

And I didn't make any of that up about my friend. Google Tempest Smith, you'll find everything. But things will get better I promise. I hope you feel better!