I'm ready, I am ( Read more... )

i find myself feeling like everyone underestimates me ( Read more... )

i find myself feeling like everyone underestimates me ( Read more... )

do you ever get that feeling that you aren't worth it? that you'll never do anything right? that you'll always be second best...or third or fourth...just never FIRST ( Read more... )

My older sister told me that as far as life goes, I'm doing pretty well for myself. That I'm doing what the typical 19 year old would do as far as my financial irresponsibility goes. It was nice to hear this from her instead of the usual criticisms ( Read more... )

i let go

you never brought me flowers

or much of your regard

i found myself worth more

than i allowed you to lead me to believe

leave

leave me here

it doesn't hurt

i face facts

look forward

i let go

happiness is me without you

you always were so smooth

i could barely hold onto you

i let go

i'm bored ( Read more... )

I am currently at the lovely home of B-randon and Courtney
awake
at 8 o'clock
i go to work at 4
bleh
i want to go do something
instead
i'll sleep
night
<3

i'll admit it
i'm one dumb bitch

but i really shouldn't be so hard on myself
i'll figure it out eventually

life would be so much easier if i had someone to make all of my decisions for me
wishful thinking

really wishful

restless
equals
reckless
if i'm given half a chance

and i see what happens everytime i throw caution to the wind

oh well

i could use a little excitement

hahaha

this isn't cryptic at all

i promise

<3