repost: Never letting go Chapter 11
Donghae wondered what Kyuhyun said to Hyukjae that left her looking so confused. He presumed it wasn’t that bad given the smile and greeting Kyuhyun passed him. He shrugged it off he could always ask her later, what’s more important is that he can have her to himself again. He missed her, in the several hours he had not seen her, he felt strangely incomplete, the feeling went away the moment his eyes met her figure.
“Hi!” Donghae took the other’s hand by instict and walked with her to the car. He was expecting some kind of return greeting but when he did not get any he worried a bit. “You’re so silent.. is there something wrong?”
“Uh..” she mumbled then she blushed. “Don’t mind me… Kyuhyun just told me something silly..”
“like?” Donghae raised a brow at her.
Like you’re inlove with me? “Nothing really…”
“You seemed bothered?” Donghae touched her cheek, his expression telling her that he was not believing what she just told him.
“Really.. It’s nothing.. we should be getting on our way now.. We’ll be late… we still have school tomorrow..” Hyukjae forced a smile to assure Donghae that she’s alright. She really was, just a little bit shaken maybe.
On their way home, they were pretty much silent, Hyukjae was still having a turmoil whether she’d accept what Kyuhyun said or not. She was looking outside the window when Donghaae called her. She turned and her cheek was poked by his index finger.
“Yah.. that hurt a little..” She said rubbing the spot his finger hit.
“Aish.. you’re so quiet… it hurts? Let me see..” He took her hands away from her cheek and bent over. She really thought he was just going to inspect her cheek, but the next thing she knew was he landed a gentle peck on it.
“Does that make you feel better?” he asked her with a warm smile. She blushed so hard, the way Donghae showers her with affection is something that is not easy to get used to. But she was pleased nonetheless. So pleased that her heart might just burst out in joy. She nodded shyly, before pinning her eyes on the road.
Moments later, Donghae’s phone started to vibrate. Donghae just glanced on the screen with no purpose of answering the call.
“Hey.. why don’t you pick up? It might be something important..” she has an idea of who’s calling and wants to test Donghae’s reaction.
“I don’t think it’s important..” he said with a shrug of the shoulder. Miyoung never comes up with anything important, usually she would just blabber over the phone. Donghae couldn’t believe that after years of being head over heels inlove with the girl, he’s getting these thoughts. He used to love talking to miyoung over the phone. He used to spent hours doing those, but now, it was just plainly uninteresting for him. Added to the thought that he didn’t want to offend Hyukjae. He didn’t want to elaborate on his feelings at the moment. He just wants to enjoy Hyukjae’s company.
Hyukjae’s hopes soared a little higher with Donghae’s reaction. They’ve been together for 24 hours and he’s not really been mentioning anything about his girlfriend.
It was pretty late when they got home, they decided to call it a day. They went upstairs and parted silently. Hyukjae was kind of expecting a goodnight kiss from Donghae but she didn’t get any, she didn’t like how disappointed she felt. She cleaned up and changed into her pajamas, she was getting ready to sleep when she heard a knock on her door. She scrambled and almost dived to reach the door that she almost slipped.
So maybe Donghae didn’t forget her goodnight kiss after all.
She took a deep breath before poking her head out of the door. “Uhm, yes?” she said, she hoped she didn’t sound too breathless.
“Do you mind if I sleep in there?” Donghae asked. Lifting a pillow for her to see. Her jaw dropped in disbelief.
She and Donghae… sleeping together?
“Uh.. what?” She couldn’t care about sounding dumb, for goodness sake she needs to make sure. “Uhm, I mean why?”
Donghae chuckled obviously finding her reaction cute. “Do I need a reason why I would want to sleep with my wife?” Donghae teased her and surely enough, her cheeks burned. She opened up the door and Donghae entered. She noticed that he too was now refreshed. He smelled nice and clean, and he looked delectable too in his white wife beater. When her eyes reached her bottom half, she couldn’t stop the silly smile that appeared on her lips. He was wearing a nemo-patterned pajama.
“Done with your survey missy?”
“I didn’t know you’re such a dork..so you like nemo huh?” She joked but she regretted immediately after hearing Donghae’s reply.
“Well,my name is Donghae… I’m a fish.. and I dive deep.” He cocked an eyebrow at her.
“Uhm.. yeah.. well.. uhm..” She looked down to hide the reddening of her face, she stepped forward to the direction of her bed. But then she was stopped when she felt Donghae’s fingers on her wrist. She was pulled gently and she didn’t resist. She walked back to him and he lifted her face to look at him, her eyes questioning him.
“You’re so cute” He let go of her wrist to cup her face. She pouted. “Oh.. I see.. you thought I forgot?” he smiled and descended his face on hers. Liplocking with her for a short bit. “There you go.. goodnight kiss.” He mused, his eyes twinkling.
“Err.. let’s sleep.. we still have an early day tomorrow.” She said fighting the awkwardness. She brokefree from his hold and went to the right side of the bed. Keeping herself near the edge. Her heart beat quadrupled when she felt the other side of the bed sink. They we’re really going to sleep together!
The bed wasn’t exactly very big so Hyukjae can still feel the heat coming from Donghae’s body. She thinks she’s going to faint soon.
Donghae watched Hyukjae’s back as he laid himself down on her bed. She was nervous, he can tell from the way she clutched the comforter. He faced sideways and extended his arm until it was on her waist. He felt her stiffen up, Hyukjae really never fails to amuse him. He still finds it surprising how she can still be genuinely shy after all that has happened to them.
“Aish.. Come closer.. you’re gonna fall in that position..” he said before pulling her near, without much effort he was able to press their bodies together. Her back on his chest. He shifted slightly to make sure they’re both comfortable before lifting up the comforter so he can snuggle inside with her.
“Better..” He murmured then he burried his nose on her hair, letting the strawberry scent calm and lull him to sleep.
Donghae was already snoring lightly but Hyukjae remained fully awake,having Donghae beside her, hugging her was enough to stimulate her senses like several shots of espresso. She debated whether to remain in that position or to turn around and watch Donghae’s face as he sleep. The later won, she spun carefully so that she can face him. His hold on her tighten as if he wants to make sure she’s not going to escape.
She gave in to the temptation of tracing his features with her fingers, making sure that her touches remain featherlight, she doesn’t want to disturb his sleep. Finally, here is the man that she loved for several years. In a few days time he’ll be fully hers and if he’ll say that he’s inlove with her too, she could not be more contented.
Donghae stirred from his sleep feeling the light touches on his face, when he peeked he was met by Hyukjae’s big, doe like eyes, staring lovingly at him.
“Why are you still awake?” He returned her touches, brushing some of the fringe off of her forehead.
I can’t sleep…with you this close.. Hyukjae thought but to shy to verbally express it. She just shook her hear lightly.
“Hmm?” He lifted head lightly so it’d be on top of his chest. He kissed her temple. “Sleep… I’d still be here when you wake up..” Donghae’s voice was sleepy, but it was comforting.
Hyukjae closed her eyes, and soon she was drifting to sleep but not before she heard him say “Goodnight baby..”
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Donghae woke up early, and had spent the last hour just staring at Hyukjae’s face. Waking up beside her made him feel things he haven’t felt before. He couldn’t name them, but he was happy that it was her face he opened his eyes to.
He stared at the clock and saw that they need to start preparing for school. He showered her face with butterfly kisses until he heard her let out a soft moan, indicating that she’s already awake.
“Hey sleepy head… we need to get ready for school..” He said as he finally reached her lips. He pecked on it lightly. “Good morning..”
“C-can I not go to school? I’m not really feeling too well..” Hyukjae said, she doesn’t feel like she’s going to have fever. She just feels heavy and a bit dizzy.
He placed his hand on her forehead, testing if her temperature is higher than normal.
“You don’t have fever.. do you want me to stay here with you?”
“No.. you go attend your classes.. I’ll be fine.. just maybe a little exhausted and everything.. I’ll be okay later I think..”
“Hyukkie..”
“I’m okay.. just come back early? I’ll make good dinner later…”
“Don’t do anything heavy.. I’ll skip practice later… go back to sleep..” He kissed her forehead. She smiled at him.
“You’re acting like a real husband now..”
“We’re getting married in a months time, shouldn’t I be?” Donghae returned her smile.
“Thank you..”
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Donghae checked on Hyukjae before going out, he smiled when he saw that she was sleeping again like a baby. He made sure everything is locked. He just got into his car when he received a text message from Miyoung.
Pick me up. We need to talk.
He sighed. They do, badly. He drove to Miyoung’s house, she was already waiting outside when he got there. The drive was silent, like the calm before a storm. The moment he parked his car in the school’s parking lot, Miyoung spoke up.
“Donghae.. are you avoiding me?”
“I’m sorry..”
“What’s happening to us? Did I do something wrong?”
“No you didn’t.. but.. I’m getting married and I realized that I need to take this seriously.. ”
“Take this seriously? For pete’s sake Donghae! They forced you into this! That bitch forced you into this! Tell me? Are you falling for her?”
“No..” Donghae couldn’t bring himself to be honest with her. After all, he loved her. But she might be right. He’s falling for Hyukjae and he’s falling hard.
“Then tell me why? Why are you doing this to us?” Miyoung’s eyes started to water. Donghae felt guilty.
“My Family’s company depends on this.. I cannot let my family down.. I’m sorry but let’s break up..”
Donghae didn’t bother to stop Miyoung from hitting him. He desrved it, that’s the least he could do for leaving her when he promised not to.
“I’m not giving you up Donghae.. remember that..” Miyoung wiped her tears and exited the car, slamming the door close before finally walking away.
Donghae expected to feel heavy but he surprisingly didn’t, he was guilty sure.. but he didn’t feel like he lost something. He felt relieved. Freed.
He pulled his cellphone out and composed a text message for Hyukjae.
Send me a message when you wake up and if you’re feeling any better..
He instected his face on the mirror, Miyoung’s palm left a mark on his cheeks when she slapped him, plus a few scratches. He better make sure that Hyukjae wouldn’t see any of it.
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Hyukjae lazily reached for her cellphone when she heard it vibrate and big smile splashed across her face when she read the message. She typed in a message and sent it to him.
I’m okay… but feeling too sleepy..
Sleep some more.. I’ll ask Umma to bring you lunch.. :)
Yah! No need. It’s so bothersome. I’ll just cook.
Not really. Just wait for it okay? It’s still early… Class is starting, I’ll call you later. Take care okay?
I will. Thank you!
Hyukjae was surprised when she heard a buzz on the door. It was Donghae’s mother.
“Mrs. Lee! Omo.. please come in..” She just encountered the older woman several times and she still feels shy around her, given the circumstances between her and Donghae.
“Eh? I’m your umma now…” Donghae’s mom passed her a gentle smile. “Donghae called in and asked me to bring you lunch.. he said you’re not feeling well..”
“I was just feeling a bit nauseous… I’m really sorry for the bother U-umma..” She smiled shyly.
“Neh, it’s not a bother.. and I’m quite bored at home.. so let’s share stories over lunch?” Hyukjae didn’t expect Donghae’s mother to be so kind towards her. She nodded a little too enthusiastically.
“I’ll just prepare the table..”
Donghae’s mother told him about a lot about Donghae, things that only a mother knows and she find them all to adorable. She also shared somethings about herself, surprisingly with ease. She really felt like she found a new mother in Donghae’s mom.
It was about 3 pm when Donghae’s mom decided to leave. Telling her that she couldn’t stay out too long or Donghae’s father will miss her too much. She giggled and walked the older woman to the door.
When she opened the door, there was a flower delivery guy readying himself to press the doorbell.
“Delivery for Miss Lee Hyukjae?”
“Ehm, that’s me?”
“kindly sign miss… “ the guy handed her the bouquet of flowers before handing her receiving slip.
“My son surely took after his father…” Donghae’s mom said after the deliery guy drove off. Hyukjae blushed heavily. “Atleast it’s going to be a good start for both of you.. I really need to go now… tell Donghae that you guys needs to drop by the house one of these days okay?”
She nodded and watched Donghae’s mom ride in the waiting car.
Your mom came over and fed me.. she’s so nice. By the way, I received the flowers. Thank you! I love it. love you!
She pressed send before she could even change her mind. She couldn’t wait to see Donghae again.
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Donghae’s heart fluttered upon getting her reply. He’s happy. After classes he decided to go home immediately.
And the first thing he did upon seeing her was to hug her tight.
“I missed you..” he said honestly.
“I miss you too…” she replied.
“Hi!” Donghae took the other’s hand by instict and walked with her to the car. He was expecting some kind of return greeting but when he did not get any he worried a bit. “You’re so silent.. is there something wrong?”
“Uh..” she mumbled then she blushed. “Don’t mind me… Kyuhyun just told me something silly..”
“like?” Donghae raised a brow at her.
Like you’re inlove with me? “Nothing really…”
“You seemed bothered?” Donghae touched her cheek, his expression telling her that he was not believing what she just told him.
“Really.. It’s nothing.. we should be getting on our way now.. We’ll be late… we still have school tomorrow..” Hyukjae forced a smile to assure Donghae that she’s alright. She really was, just a little bit shaken maybe.
On their way home, they were pretty much silent, Hyukjae was still having a turmoil whether she’d accept what Kyuhyun said or not. She was looking outside the window when Donghaae called her. She turned and her cheek was poked by his index finger.
“Yah.. that hurt a little..” She said rubbing the spot his finger hit.
“Aish.. you’re so quiet… it hurts? Let me see..” He took her hands away from her cheek and bent over. She really thought he was just going to inspect her cheek, but the next thing she knew was he landed a gentle peck on it.
“Does that make you feel better?” he asked her with a warm smile. She blushed so hard, the way Donghae showers her with affection is something that is not easy to get used to. But she was pleased nonetheless. So pleased that her heart might just burst out in joy. She nodded shyly, before pinning her eyes on the road.
Moments later, Donghae’s phone started to vibrate. Donghae just glanced on the screen with no purpose of answering the call.
“Hey.. why don’t you pick up? It might be something important..” she has an idea of who’s calling and wants to test Donghae’s reaction.
“I don’t think it’s important..” he said with a shrug of the shoulder. Miyoung never comes up with anything important, usually she would just blabber over the phone. Donghae couldn’t believe that after years of being head over heels inlove with the girl, he’s getting these thoughts. He used to love talking to miyoung over the phone. He used to spent hours doing those, but now, it was just plainly uninteresting for him. Added to the thought that he didn’t want to offend Hyukjae. He didn’t want to elaborate on his feelings at the moment. He just wants to enjoy Hyukjae’s company.
Hyukjae’s hopes soared a little higher with Donghae’s reaction. They’ve been together for 24 hours and he’s not really been mentioning anything about his girlfriend.
It was pretty late when they got home, they decided to call it a day. They went upstairs and parted silently. Hyukjae was kind of expecting a goodnight kiss from Donghae but she didn’t get any, she didn’t like how disappointed she felt. She cleaned up and changed into her pajamas, she was getting ready to sleep when she heard a knock on her door. She scrambled and almost dived to reach the door that she almost slipped.
So maybe Donghae didn’t forget her goodnight kiss after all.
She took a deep breath before poking her head out of the door. “Uhm, yes?” she said, she hoped she didn’t sound too breathless.
“Do you mind if I sleep in there?” Donghae asked. Lifting a pillow for her to see. Her jaw dropped in disbelief.
She and Donghae… sleeping together?
“Uh.. what?” She couldn’t care about sounding dumb, for goodness sake she needs to make sure. “Uhm, I mean why?”
Donghae chuckled obviously finding her reaction cute. “Do I need a reason why I would want to sleep with my wife?” Donghae teased her and surely enough, her cheeks burned. She opened up the door and Donghae entered. She noticed that he too was now refreshed. He smelled nice and clean, and he looked delectable too in his white wife beater. When her eyes reached her bottom half, she couldn’t stop the silly smile that appeared on her lips. He was wearing a nemo-patterned pajama.
“Done with your survey missy?”
“I didn’t know you’re such a dork..so you like nemo huh?” She joked but she regretted immediately after hearing Donghae’s reply.
“Well,my name is Donghae… I’m a fish.. and I dive deep.” He cocked an eyebrow at her.
“Uhm.. yeah.. well.. uhm..” She looked down to hide the reddening of her face, she stepped forward to the direction of her bed. But then she was stopped when she felt Donghae’s fingers on her wrist. She was pulled gently and she didn’t resist. She walked back to him and he lifted her face to look at him, her eyes questioning him.
“You’re so cute” He let go of her wrist to cup her face. She pouted. “Oh.. I see.. you thought I forgot?” he smiled and descended his face on hers. Liplocking with her for a short bit. “There you go.. goodnight kiss.” He mused, his eyes twinkling.
“Err.. let’s sleep.. we still have an early day tomorrow.” She said fighting the awkwardness. She brokefree from his hold and went to the right side of the bed. Keeping herself near the edge. Her heart beat quadrupled when she felt the other side of the bed sink. They we’re really going to sleep together!
The bed wasn’t exactly very big so Hyukjae can still feel the heat coming from Donghae’s body. She thinks she’s going to faint soon.
Donghae watched Hyukjae’s back as he laid himself down on her bed. She was nervous, he can tell from the way she clutched the comforter. He faced sideways and extended his arm until it was on her waist. He felt her stiffen up, Hyukjae really never fails to amuse him. He still finds it surprising how she can still be genuinely shy after all that has happened to them.
“Aish.. Come closer.. you’re gonna fall in that position..” he said before pulling her near, without much effort he was able to press their bodies together. Her back on his chest. He shifted slightly to make sure they’re both comfortable before lifting up the comforter so he can snuggle inside with her.
“Better..” He murmured then he burried his nose on her hair, letting the strawberry scent calm and lull him to sleep.
Donghae was already snoring lightly but Hyukjae remained fully awake,having Donghae beside her, hugging her was enough to stimulate her senses like several shots of espresso. She debated whether to remain in that position or to turn around and watch Donghae’s face as he sleep. The later won, she spun carefully so that she can face him. His hold on her tighten as if he wants to make sure she’s not going to escape.
She gave in to the temptation of tracing his features with her fingers, making sure that her touches remain featherlight, she doesn’t want to disturb his sleep. Finally, here is the man that she loved for several years. In a few days time he’ll be fully hers and if he’ll say that he’s inlove with her too, she could not be more contented.
Donghae stirred from his sleep feeling the light touches on his face, when he peeked he was met by Hyukjae’s big, doe like eyes, staring lovingly at him.
“Why are you still awake?” He returned her touches, brushing some of the fringe off of her forehead.
I can’t sleep…with you this close.. Hyukjae thought but to shy to verbally express it. She just shook her hear lightly.
“Hmm?” He lifted head lightly so it’d be on top of his chest. He kissed her temple. “Sleep… I’d still be here when you wake up..” Donghae’s voice was sleepy, but it was comforting.
Hyukjae closed her eyes, and soon she was drifting to sleep but not before she heard him say “Goodnight baby..”
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Donghae woke up early, and had spent the last hour just staring at Hyukjae’s face. Waking up beside her made him feel things he haven’t felt before. He couldn’t name them, but he was happy that it was her face he opened his eyes to.
He stared at the clock and saw that they need to start preparing for school. He showered her face with butterfly kisses until he heard her let out a soft moan, indicating that she’s already awake.
“Hey sleepy head… we need to get ready for school..” He said as he finally reached her lips. He pecked on it lightly. “Good morning..”
“C-can I not go to school? I’m not really feeling too well..” Hyukjae said, she doesn’t feel like she’s going to have fever. She just feels heavy and a bit dizzy.
He placed his hand on her forehead, testing if her temperature is higher than normal.
“You don’t have fever.. do you want me to stay here with you?”
“No.. you go attend your classes.. I’ll be fine.. just maybe a little exhausted and everything.. I’ll be okay later I think..”
“Hyukkie..”
“I’m okay.. just come back early? I’ll make good dinner later…”
“Don’t do anything heavy.. I’ll skip practice later… go back to sleep..” He kissed her forehead. She smiled at him.
“You’re acting like a real husband now..”
“We’re getting married in a months time, shouldn’t I be?” Donghae returned her smile.
“Thank you..”
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Donghae checked on Hyukjae before going out, he smiled when he saw that she was sleeping again like a baby. He made sure everything is locked. He just got into his car when he received a text message from Miyoung.
Pick me up. We need to talk.
He sighed. They do, badly. He drove to Miyoung’s house, she was already waiting outside when he got there. The drive was silent, like the calm before a storm. The moment he parked his car in the school’s parking lot, Miyoung spoke up.
“Donghae.. are you avoiding me?”
“I’m sorry..”
“What’s happening to us? Did I do something wrong?”
“No you didn’t.. but.. I’m getting married and I realized that I need to take this seriously.. ”
“Take this seriously? For pete’s sake Donghae! They forced you into this! That bitch forced you into this! Tell me? Are you falling for her?”
“No..” Donghae couldn’t bring himself to be honest with her. After all, he loved her. But she might be right. He’s falling for Hyukjae and he’s falling hard.
“Then tell me why? Why are you doing this to us?” Miyoung’s eyes started to water. Donghae felt guilty.
“My Family’s company depends on this.. I cannot let my family down.. I’m sorry but let’s break up..”
Donghae didn’t bother to stop Miyoung from hitting him. He desrved it, that’s the least he could do for leaving her when he promised not to.
“I’m not giving you up Donghae.. remember that..” Miyoung wiped her tears and exited the car, slamming the door close before finally walking away.
Donghae expected to feel heavy but he surprisingly didn’t, he was guilty sure.. but he didn’t feel like he lost something. He felt relieved. Freed.
He pulled his cellphone out and composed a text message for Hyukjae.
Send me a message when you wake up and if you’re feeling any better..
He instected his face on the mirror, Miyoung’s palm left a mark on his cheeks when she slapped him, plus a few scratches. He better make sure that Hyukjae wouldn’t see any of it.
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Hyukjae lazily reached for her cellphone when she heard it vibrate and big smile splashed across her face when she read the message. She typed in a message and sent it to him.
I’m okay… but feeling too sleepy..
Sleep some more.. I’ll ask Umma to bring you lunch.. :)
Yah! No need. It’s so bothersome. I’ll just cook.
Not really. Just wait for it okay? It’s still early… Class is starting, I’ll call you later. Take care okay?
I will. Thank you!
Hyukjae was surprised when she heard a buzz on the door. It was Donghae’s mother.
“Mrs. Lee! Omo.. please come in..” She just encountered the older woman several times and she still feels shy around her, given the circumstances between her and Donghae.
“Eh? I’m your umma now…” Donghae’s mom passed her a gentle smile. “Donghae called in and asked me to bring you lunch.. he said you’re not feeling well..”
“I was just feeling a bit nauseous… I’m really sorry for the bother U-umma..” She smiled shyly.
“Neh, it’s not a bother.. and I’m quite bored at home.. so let’s share stories over lunch?” Hyukjae didn’t expect Donghae’s mother to be so kind towards her. She nodded a little too enthusiastically.
“I’ll just prepare the table..”
Donghae’s mother told him about a lot about Donghae, things that only a mother knows and she find them all to adorable. She also shared somethings about herself, surprisingly with ease. She really felt like she found a new mother in Donghae’s mom.
It was about 3 pm when Donghae’s mom decided to leave. Telling her that she couldn’t stay out too long or Donghae’s father will miss her too much. She giggled and walked the older woman to the door.
When she opened the door, there was a flower delivery guy readying himself to press the doorbell.
“Delivery for Miss Lee Hyukjae?”
“Ehm, that’s me?”
“kindly sign miss… “ the guy handed her the bouquet of flowers before handing her receiving slip.
“My son surely took after his father…” Donghae’s mom said after the deliery guy drove off. Hyukjae blushed heavily. “Atleast it’s going to be a good start for both of you.. I really need to go now… tell Donghae that you guys needs to drop by the house one of these days okay?”
She nodded and watched Donghae’s mom ride in the waiting car.
Your mom came over and fed me.. she’s so nice. By the way, I received the flowers. Thank you! I love it. love you!
She pressed send before she could even change her mind. She couldn’t wait to see Donghae again.
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Donghae’s heart fluttered upon getting her reply. He’s happy. After classes he decided to go home immediately.
And the first thing he did upon seeing her was to hug her tight.
“I missed you..” he said honestly.
“I miss you too…” she replied.