repost: Never letting go Chapter 12
The following days became like a living dream for Hyukjae, Donghae had become everything she thought he would be. He was sweet and caring. He rarely leaves her side, kisses her whenever he feels like it, whether in public or not. She had almost forgotten about Miyoung, until she heard about her dropping out of school. Hyukjae felt responsible, somewhat guilty. Donghae seemed unfazed about it though, but she couldn’t be sure, she knew that how much he loved Miyoung before and that fact could not be disregarded easily.
Truth is that, she still doesn’t have anything to hold on to. She was still insecure. Donghae, despite all of his actions never told her he loves her and all she can do is wait. She doesn’t want to force it out on him, she’s forced him greatly before and if he’s gonna tell her that he loves her it would be solely because he feels it.
Donghae glanced at Hyukjae who seems to be drifting, he knows it has something to do with the news about Miyoung. He actually thought that she would be happy aftr hearing the news, but is quite the opposite.
They got home without any conversation and Donghae couldn’t let it continue. Upon entering their house. He pulled Hyukjae to him which visibly surprised the other.
“H-Hey..” Hyukjae said in shock. Donghae was holding her waist firmly with one arm while his free hand enjoying the liberty to stroke her cheek.
“I miss you..” he said sincerely, his eyes on her, proving his words.
“I…” she drew a deep breath “but we were together the whole day…” she bit her lip.
“but your thoughts are far away… you almost didn’t talk to me..” Donghae pouted childishly before his expression morphed into something more serious. “Is there something bothering you Hyukkie?”
“N-no…”
“You stutter when you lie..” Hyukjae closed her eyes at Donghae’s reply. She wants to know how he feel about the news, but she’s afraid of what his answer is going to be.
“This is about Miyoung isn’t it?” Donghae felt Hyukjae stiffen, giving him the answer to his question. His heart swelled in the unconscious change in her expression. He couldn’t see her eyes, but he could feel her uncertainty. “Open your eyes baby and look at me.. I need to tell you something..” Hyukjae reluctantly followed. She opened her eyes slowly and Donghae’s warm eyes met hers.
He smiled gently at her, although he’s not yet ready to tell her that he loves her, he’ll make sure that it will be the last time that she will feel doubtful about their relationship.
He won’t say it yet because he doesn’t feel it, because if there’s one thing he’s sure about right now, it’s how he’s deeply and impossibly inlove with her. But his words can wait, when he say it, he want the moment to be special, to be magical because she deserves it.
“Miyoung is a part of my past now..” He began.. “You’ve claimed me baby and I’m yours.”Hyukjae’s eyes watered at the statement. “No no no… you’re not allowed to cry hyukkie.. you’ll make me look like a bad boyfriend..”
“Are you my boyfriend?” she finally found her voice. If he says Miyoung is a part of the past, she shouldn’t really be complaining. She chose to believe him. Plus, he admitting to be her boyfriend is something that she could not let pass. She watched his smile broaden.
“Ofcourse girlfriend…” He said before planting a soft kiss on her lips. She felt tingly at the endearment, sure nothing tops when he calls he baby, but being his girlfriend felt special too. He let go of his hold on her waist only to entwine his hands with her. “and since we made it official that we’re boyfriend and girlfriend today shall I treat you out to dinner?” He whispered before nibbling the soft flesh of her earlobe.
“That would be great, but I’d rather stay here…” Hyukjae replied hoarsely. She can feel her body heat up. She unclasped her hand from Donghae’s and cupped his face. Their eyes did all the talking and little fireballs were lit. They both want it.
Donghae scooped her up and carried her up to her room, the last two weeks had been a delicious torture for him, they were sleeping together, but they never really went beyond simple make out sessions. He thinks this is going to be his reward for being such a patient boy.
After what seemed like eternity, they reached Hyukjae’s bedroom, which had become their shared bedroom for the past two weeks. They were both undeniably nervous, but they were excited. This isn’t going to be like their first time. They aren’t drunk, they’re just going to be their bold sober selves.
Donghae scanned Hyukjae’s face after settling her down on the bed. She’s beautiful, her face was bare aside from the natural blush that stained the softness of her cheek. He smiled at the recollection of one incident when he asked her why she stopped wearing make up.
“it’s so refreshing seeing you without make up… any reason behind it?”
“just you…”
“Me?” He never actually told her that he liked her make-up less face better.
“Yeah..” her face flushed but she smiled at him. “I catch you staring at my face more often when I don’t have anything on my face..” she answered candidly.
And she was right. He likes looking at her when she doesn’t have anything on her face because in those times, he felt like he can see the real her. Hyukjae is most beautiful like that.
He leaned down and claimed her soft lips once again, drowning himself to her distinctively addicting flavor. He rained kisses across her face before going down the smooth curve of her neck and down until his lips was hindered by the soft cloth of her offensive top. His hands immediately fumbled over the buttons but he couldn’t seem to get it right. That was when he felt Hyukjae’s hand over his, helping him get the buttons undone.
“Thanks..” He muttered partly embarrased for what his over excitement is doing to him. He removed the her blouse and let it fall at the edge of the bed, his eyes wandered checking out the places where he’s bound to leave marks later on. The collarbone was inviting so he attacked it first, peppering opened mouthed kissed and occassionally scraping her silky flesh with his teeth.
“umhn….” Hyukjae is starting to get lost. She’s drowning in the sea of pleasure Donghae placed her into. Her breath hitched when she felt Donghae’s palms began massaging the twin mounds that was still covered with brassiere. Unhurried,sensual strokes that sent sparks of electricity down her spine and down there.
The littlest of act arousing her more and more. He kissed travelled up once more, this time leaving wet trails on her neck and chin before meeting up with her lips once more. Intrusive tongue followed shortly, teasing and exploring the crevices of her mouth like it was the first time.
Donghae’s warm hands run up and down her almost bare back, creating pleasurable friction that made her want more. She felt an ease in breathing as his fingers unclasp her bra, freeing her brest for him to oggle at.
He the kiss to let her catch her breath and to finally admire her bossom. Hyukjae felt her cheeks burned at the way Donghae was staring at her. He was looking at her with so much desire but she didn’t feel dirty because there something else in his eyes, tenderness. A promise that he will take care of her. He assisted her in lying down on the bed.
“You’re so beautiful baby..” He said, his hands reached out and the contact made her light headed. Her body was reacting to his touch, and the hardening of her nipples under his palms proved it.
“I don’t remember them being this full..” he murmured as he bit down her shoulder. He mashed the twin mounds softly, loving the way the globes fit his hands perfectly. Soon, one of his hands was replaced by his mouth, like earlier, his actions were unhurried, he was decided on it, he will make sjlow beautiful love to Hyukjae. He dropped feather light kisses across her chest, relishing her scintillating scent that assaults his senses, arousing him to the hilt.
He can hear her breathing interval shorten, her chest heaving heavily, she was writhing under him and he smiled, she was just reacting the way he wanted her, he was pleasuring her just right.
His warm lips finally made contact to a the sensitive nub of her right breast, he kissed it lightly before engulfing it on his mouth. And it was pleasantly familiar.
“Oh… Donghae…” Hyukjae panted out, she arched her back as he felt his suck, he was sucking like a hungry baby and it was driving her mad, Her body is craving for things she could not name, she was feeling with every second that passed.
Donghae’s mouth continued with it’s busy work while his hands did so too. His began caressing her body again, finding sensitive spots to give her the sweet torture that he wants her to feel.
He felt the hem of her skirt and he silently thanked the fact the Hyukjae’s waist was so slim it became very easy to unzip and pull it down. But because he didn’t want to kill the excitement just yet, he left Hyukjae’s last piece of clothing on. His lips soon followed the trail made by his hand, nipping the underside of her breast, earning him a sultry moan from the girl.
He licked and nibbled his down on her tummy, stopping a little while to dip his tongue at the shallow depression of her navel. He looked up to see her face, and he loved what he saw, he felt a tiny tug in his heart, that someday, Hyukjae’s slim stomach will start to get bigger, she will carry his baby, and his eyes suddenly dampened just by the thought of it. He burried his face on the softness of her stomach, savoring the moment for a while.
“Hae?” She called out softly and he broke free of his momentary trance. He looked up to her, and he hand sought to touch his face.
“I want us to have a baby…” Donghae said earnestly while looking directly into her eyes. “Doesn’t matter if it’s going to be a girl or a boy… I-“ His voice cracked. He just felt the urge to tell Hyukjae that.
Hyukjae felt exactly what Donghae felt. She was beyond happy, he wants to have children with her, to her, it seemed like he’s asking to be with her forever. She was so close in bursting into tears, but she decided to crack a joke instead. They can’t get too dramatical while doing it right?
“We’ll I can’t impregnate myself boyfriend.. you better start doing something..” She smiled warmly at him, and he returned it with a light chuckle. She saw a drop of tear threatening to fall from behind his eyes and she wiped before it can do so.
Donghae resumed his deeds, this time he started from Hyukjae’s toes, kissing and tickling her lightly, up to her knees until he reached the smoothness of her long thighs. He took his time in doing so, making sure to remember where she wants it the most for future reference, and she didn’t make it hard for him to take note. Delicious moans slipped out of her pretty lips whenever he would do something that she liked.
He gently pried her legs to open, ran his fingers up and down her thighs that was now generously sprinkled with reddish lovebites. Gingerly, his finger outline the seam of her underwear, playfully tracing but not actually touching. He needs to hear something from her first.
“Donghae.. please..” she whimpered. And he followed through, he dipped his fingers to her center feeling her through the lace of her panties, and a victorious smile embelished his lips. She was moist down there. Almost ready for him.
“Uhmmmmmmn…” He heard her gasp. he flicked his fingers some more, but release just in time before she reaches her peak. He stepped out of the bed quickly stripping himself of his clothes,he saw Hyukjae watching him. He smiled apologetically for the passing interuption to their activity. He joined her in the bed once more, he hooked his fingers on the waistband of Hyukjae’s undergarment before tugging it down, keeping his eyes locked with hers through the process, he was mesmerized at how quickly her cheeks acquired a deeper shade of red.
“Can I?” Donghae asked Hyukjae if he can get an unobstrcuted view of her, Hyukjae nodded shyly.
Donghae was already hard rock, but he felt himself harden even more as his eyes saw her moist treasure. He reached out and touched her there, her juice clinging to his fingers. He repeated the act, but he added a little more pressure, pushing his fingers into her, the room was once again filled with her pants and sighs and moans that can only be too arousing.
“Unhnnng… oh.. “ was the unintelligible sounds that escaped her throat as he plunged his fingers slowly in and out of her. “More please..” she pleaded and Donghae was only too willing to indulge her. He crawled so that he’d be in between her legs, hoisting one of her thighs up his shoulder for a better access he replaced his fingers with his lip and tongue. Again, a sense of familiarity rode him as he inhaled her exclusive scent. He dipped his tongue lightly to taste her, like how he remembered, she tasted extraordinarily intoxicating. something that he would long for always. He made love to her with his mouth until she shuddered, releasing more of her essence for him to taste. And he lapped it all up. All of her.
He levelled himself to her, wiping the adorable trace of sweat on her pointed nose and brushing off her hair against her face.
“Do you feel good baby?” He asked before kissing the top of his nose. the erection he was sporting was utterly painful but he needs to hear from her first that she was okay and that she was liking what’s happening before he gets his own resolve.
“hmnn yes..” she panted, she circled her arms onto his neck, tangling his fingers on his hair loving the feel of it’s softness. “Thank you.. but..” she pulled him for a kiss “I want you inside me…” she said while her lips were still pressed against his.
“It’s still going to be painful..” he said, feeling some form of anxiety, he doesn’t want to hurt her.
“I know… I’m not afraid.. I trust you..” She said, gazing steadily into his eyes, sending her message loud and clear.
Donghae entered her slowly, she was still as tight as before, discomfort swam in her face as she fought the urge not to scream, tears formed at the corner of her eyes. Donghae saw it and kissed it away. “I’m sorry baby..” he breathed stopping midway.
“G-go on…” she told him. She was sure she’ll be fine.
“But you’re hurt-“ She silenced him with a kiss, she bucked her hips upwards so she can take him in. her breath hitched at the strike of pain.
Donghae pinned her waist down to the matress, what she did almost pushed him to the edge, he tight heat wrapped on him was deliriously delicious. But she’d end up hurting himself, that the last thing he wants.
“not the way to do it baby..” He whispered. He pushed himself deeper, kissing her deeply to distract her from the pain, he did that until he was fully inside her.
“M-move..”
And he did. He started out cautiously, but it didn’t last long, it was impossible, not with the way Hyukjae’s hips bucked up to meet his every thrust, not with the sensual moans that escaped her lips, and most especially not with the need that shone in her eyes from that brief moment that their gazed locked.
“There… Oh… uhmnnnn…Faster please…” Hyukjae cried, her words are becoming jumbled, only wanting to reach the peak that she knew she could only reach with Donghae.
Donghae felt different, but in a good way, he felt like he rediscovered a part of himself.
The moment was poignant to the point of elusiveness. He will not be able to measure how satisfying the union fel even if he try. It was not just a physical connection; it’s more of a joining of their soul, their intellect. It was phenomenal.
A few more thrust and he knew he was nearing his zenith, and Hyukjae was too, the way her hole engulf and contract around him, she knew she was close to. A few more drive into her and they came simultaneously.
Along with the release, he kissed Hyukjae fully on the lips once more, pouring his heart over it. He might not be able to express it in words at the moment, but he sure does want to let her know how much he love her.
He rolled over, so they were lying on their side, he remained inside her, basking in the feeling of completeness while inside her.
He pressed his face against hers, he can tell by the look on her face that she was exhausted.
“How do you feel?” he asked tenderly pulling her closer to him.
“tired.. and happy… and full..” she replied. A lazy smile appeared on her lips, she her sleepy eyes looked up to him. He chuckled. He find it amazing how she can still crack a joke.
“want me to pull out?” he asked.
“No! stay there.. I love the way it feels..” she yawned before nuzzling her nose to his neck.
He knew she’ll be drifting to sleep anytime soon, but he’s enjoying the interrogating her. He was amused by how she’s so candid and blunt.
“why how does it feel when I’m inside you?”
“hmmn… I feel complete..” she replied quietly.
“me too…” He said but he doubted if Hyukjae heard that. She was fast asleep, snoring lightly in his arms. “Sleep well my heart…”
He closed his eyes, he kissed Hyukjae’s forehead and let himself join her in dream land.
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It was dark when Hyukjae opened her eyes, then bed was empty beside her, she was close to feeling sad but the large piece of paper on Donghae’s side of the bed caught her attention. She smiled at what’s written on it.
Your bath is ready princess, I’ll be waiting down stairs, be on your best Pj’s. - ♥ Donghae
She found the heart sign cute and giggled over it for a while before she decided to get out of bed. She was feeling sore, but it was all compensated for when she thinks about the explosive love making they had, how thorough Donghae was in giving her pleasure.
She felt a yank in her chest when she entered the bathroom, scented candles that were meant to calm her senses were lit in one side of the bathroom, the tub was all bubbled up, inviting her. She dipped her foot into the tub and she smiled, the water was perfectly warm.
She bathed herself, but she didn’t take long. The want to see Donghae was far more urgent. She dried herself up and looked at her reflection in the mirror. Her body looked similar to the first time she and Donghae did it, but something was definitely different in the face, she can see her own eyes glowing.
It was silly of her, but she guessed that that’s just really how a woman in love should look like after being made love to. She caressed her flat tummy. She can see it forming a baby bulge, and she wants it soon. A door bell from downstairs reminded her that Donghae was waiting. She quickly pulled a pair of pink flower printed PJ’s and put it on.
Barefooted she ran down the stairs and there she saw Donghae was done preparing their food on the living room table. The carpeted floor was covered by a comfy looking comforter, while large and small pillows were scattered over it.
“Hey what’s this?” She asked, her gummy smile could not be contained.
“Let’s see? We’ll have a movie night?”
“Okay so that explains the popcorn..” She crossed her arms against her chest and inspected the food on the table. “burgers, pizza, potato wedges, chocolate, ice cream, strawberries, soda… Lee Donghae, are you trying to fatten us up?”
“Maybe…” a proud smile curved his lips, he settled himself his back on the couch, “Come here..” He tapped the space beside him and Hyukjae didn’t need to be told twice. Her left eyebrow was still raised, demanding an answer for his choice of food. His arms automatically snaked around her slim waist pulling her close to his side. He pressed the play button and Titanic came on.
She had seen that movie way too many times before but she’s not the one to complain, all that matter was she was in Donghae’s arms.
“So what’s with these food?” she reached out for a slice of pizza and took a bite from it, it tasted okay, but she figure it would be better with strawberries she she put some on top and ate it happily.
“you’re too skinny, I guess you could use putting some weight on..” He scrunched his nose at the sight of her pizza.
“na uh… not before the wedding… the gown might not fit..” she said taking another bite.
“You can wear anything and you’d still be the most gorgeous bride ever…”
“you’re pulling my leg..” she commented, her voice tinged with a silent laughter, she was loving it.
“am not, you can wear jeans and shirt and I’d be totally fine with it…”
“mom wouldn’t..” she giggled and plopped the last portion of her slice into her mouth. Donghae passed her the soda and she gave him a thankful wink.
“I made you hungry didn’t I?” he teased, making her blush. She aimed to hit him lightly in the chest but her caught her wrist and he kissed it all the way up to the back of her elbow. She getting warmed up again but Donghae stopped. “movie night.. movie night..” He reminded himself. “No more teasing baby.. you know I’m such a weak mortal..”
“I did not tease you!” She said with a bulge of her eyes.
“Yes you did... and you’re still doing it..” he eyed her pouting lips.
“Dongh-“ He cut her off by swiftly capturing her mouth in a soul shattering kiss which left her breathless.
“Pizza and strawberry might not a very bad combination afterall..”
“Movie night…” She whispered playfully and Donghae grunted.
“We can do that some other time..” Donghae attacked her lips once more.
Yes. Movie night can be forgotten. Blissful sighs and moans filled the living room, thankfully drowned background music from the movie that was blasting from the speakers in full volume.
Truth is that, she still doesn’t have anything to hold on to. She was still insecure. Donghae, despite all of his actions never told her he loves her and all she can do is wait. She doesn’t want to force it out on him, she’s forced him greatly before and if he’s gonna tell her that he loves her it would be solely because he feels it.
Donghae glanced at Hyukjae who seems to be drifting, he knows it has something to do with the news about Miyoung. He actually thought that she would be happy aftr hearing the news, but is quite the opposite.
They got home without any conversation and Donghae couldn’t let it continue. Upon entering their house. He pulled Hyukjae to him which visibly surprised the other.
“H-Hey..” Hyukjae said in shock. Donghae was holding her waist firmly with one arm while his free hand enjoying the liberty to stroke her cheek.
“I miss you..” he said sincerely, his eyes on her, proving his words.
“I…” she drew a deep breath “but we were together the whole day…” she bit her lip.
“but your thoughts are far away… you almost didn’t talk to me..” Donghae pouted childishly before his expression morphed into something more serious. “Is there something bothering you Hyukkie?”
“N-no…”
“You stutter when you lie..” Hyukjae closed her eyes at Donghae’s reply. She wants to know how he feel about the news, but she’s afraid of what his answer is going to be.
“This is about Miyoung isn’t it?” Donghae felt Hyukjae stiffen, giving him the answer to his question. His heart swelled in the unconscious change in her expression. He couldn’t see her eyes, but he could feel her uncertainty. “Open your eyes baby and look at me.. I need to tell you something..” Hyukjae reluctantly followed. She opened her eyes slowly and Donghae’s warm eyes met hers.
He smiled gently at her, although he’s not yet ready to tell her that he loves her, he’ll make sure that it will be the last time that she will feel doubtful about their relationship.
He won’t say it yet because he doesn’t feel it, because if there’s one thing he’s sure about right now, it’s how he’s deeply and impossibly inlove with her. But his words can wait, when he say it, he want the moment to be special, to be magical because she deserves it.
“Miyoung is a part of my past now..” He began.. “You’ve claimed me baby and I’m yours.”Hyukjae’s eyes watered at the statement. “No no no… you’re not allowed to cry hyukkie.. you’ll make me look like a bad boyfriend..”
“Are you my boyfriend?” she finally found her voice. If he says Miyoung is a part of the past, she shouldn’t really be complaining. She chose to believe him. Plus, he admitting to be her boyfriend is something that she could not let pass. She watched his smile broaden.
“Ofcourse girlfriend…” He said before planting a soft kiss on her lips. She felt tingly at the endearment, sure nothing tops when he calls he baby, but being his girlfriend felt special too. He let go of his hold on her waist only to entwine his hands with her. “and since we made it official that we’re boyfriend and girlfriend today shall I treat you out to dinner?” He whispered before nibbling the soft flesh of her earlobe.
“That would be great, but I’d rather stay here…” Hyukjae replied hoarsely. She can feel her body heat up. She unclasped her hand from Donghae’s and cupped his face. Their eyes did all the talking and little fireballs were lit. They both want it.
Donghae scooped her up and carried her up to her room, the last two weeks had been a delicious torture for him, they were sleeping together, but they never really went beyond simple make out sessions. He thinks this is going to be his reward for being such a patient boy.
After what seemed like eternity, they reached Hyukjae’s bedroom, which had become their shared bedroom for the past two weeks. They were both undeniably nervous, but they were excited. This isn’t going to be like their first time. They aren’t drunk, they’re just going to be their bold sober selves.
Donghae scanned Hyukjae’s face after settling her down on the bed. She’s beautiful, her face was bare aside from the natural blush that stained the softness of her cheek. He smiled at the recollection of one incident when he asked her why she stopped wearing make up.
“it’s so refreshing seeing you without make up… any reason behind it?”
“just you…”
“Me?” He never actually told her that he liked her make-up less face better.
“Yeah..” her face flushed but she smiled at him. “I catch you staring at my face more often when I don’t have anything on my face..” she answered candidly.
And she was right. He likes looking at her when she doesn’t have anything on her face because in those times, he felt like he can see the real her. Hyukjae is most beautiful like that.
He leaned down and claimed her soft lips once again, drowning himself to her distinctively addicting flavor. He rained kisses across her face before going down the smooth curve of her neck and down until his lips was hindered by the soft cloth of her offensive top. His hands immediately fumbled over the buttons but he couldn’t seem to get it right. That was when he felt Hyukjae’s hand over his, helping him get the buttons undone.
“Thanks..” He muttered partly embarrased for what his over excitement is doing to him. He removed the her blouse and let it fall at the edge of the bed, his eyes wandered checking out the places where he’s bound to leave marks later on. The collarbone was inviting so he attacked it first, peppering opened mouthed kissed and occassionally scraping her silky flesh with his teeth.
“umhn….” Hyukjae is starting to get lost. She’s drowning in the sea of pleasure Donghae placed her into. Her breath hitched when she felt Donghae’s palms began massaging the twin mounds that was still covered with brassiere. Unhurried,sensual strokes that sent sparks of electricity down her spine and down there.
The littlest of act arousing her more and more. He kissed travelled up once more, this time leaving wet trails on her neck and chin before meeting up with her lips once more. Intrusive tongue followed shortly, teasing and exploring the crevices of her mouth like it was the first time.
Donghae’s warm hands run up and down her almost bare back, creating pleasurable friction that made her want more. She felt an ease in breathing as his fingers unclasp her bra, freeing her brest for him to oggle at.
He the kiss to let her catch her breath and to finally admire her bossom. Hyukjae felt her cheeks burned at the way Donghae was staring at her. He was looking at her with so much desire but she didn’t feel dirty because there something else in his eyes, tenderness. A promise that he will take care of her. He assisted her in lying down on the bed.
“You’re so beautiful baby..” He said, his hands reached out and the contact made her light headed. Her body was reacting to his touch, and the hardening of her nipples under his palms proved it.
“I don’t remember them being this full..” he murmured as he bit down her shoulder. He mashed the twin mounds softly, loving the way the globes fit his hands perfectly. Soon, one of his hands was replaced by his mouth, like earlier, his actions were unhurried, he was decided on it, he will make sjlow beautiful love to Hyukjae. He dropped feather light kisses across her chest, relishing her scintillating scent that assaults his senses, arousing him to the hilt.
He can hear her breathing interval shorten, her chest heaving heavily, she was writhing under him and he smiled, she was just reacting the way he wanted her, he was pleasuring her just right.
His warm lips finally made contact to a the sensitive nub of her right breast, he kissed it lightly before engulfing it on his mouth. And it was pleasantly familiar.
“Oh… Donghae…” Hyukjae panted out, she arched her back as he felt his suck, he was sucking like a hungry baby and it was driving her mad, Her body is craving for things she could not name, she was feeling with every second that passed.
Donghae’s mouth continued with it’s busy work while his hands did so too. His began caressing her body again, finding sensitive spots to give her the sweet torture that he wants her to feel.
He felt the hem of her skirt and he silently thanked the fact the Hyukjae’s waist was so slim it became very easy to unzip and pull it down. But because he didn’t want to kill the excitement just yet, he left Hyukjae’s last piece of clothing on. His lips soon followed the trail made by his hand, nipping the underside of her breast, earning him a sultry moan from the girl.
He licked and nibbled his down on her tummy, stopping a little while to dip his tongue at the shallow depression of her navel. He looked up to see her face, and he loved what he saw, he felt a tiny tug in his heart, that someday, Hyukjae’s slim stomach will start to get bigger, she will carry his baby, and his eyes suddenly dampened just by the thought of it. He burried his face on the softness of her stomach, savoring the moment for a while.
“Hae?” She called out softly and he broke free of his momentary trance. He looked up to her, and he hand sought to touch his face.
“I want us to have a baby…” Donghae said earnestly while looking directly into her eyes. “Doesn’t matter if it’s going to be a girl or a boy… I-“ His voice cracked. He just felt the urge to tell Hyukjae that.
Hyukjae felt exactly what Donghae felt. She was beyond happy, he wants to have children with her, to her, it seemed like he’s asking to be with her forever. She was so close in bursting into tears, but she decided to crack a joke instead. They can’t get too dramatical while doing it right?
“We’ll I can’t impregnate myself boyfriend.. you better start doing something..” She smiled warmly at him, and he returned it with a light chuckle. She saw a drop of tear threatening to fall from behind his eyes and she wiped before it can do so.
Donghae resumed his deeds, this time he started from Hyukjae’s toes, kissing and tickling her lightly, up to her knees until he reached the smoothness of her long thighs. He took his time in doing so, making sure to remember where she wants it the most for future reference, and she didn’t make it hard for him to take note. Delicious moans slipped out of her pretty lips whenever he would do something that she liked.
He gently pried her legs to open, ran his fingers up and down her thighs that was now generously sprinkled with reddish lovebites. Gingerly, his finger outline the seam of her underwear, playfully tracing but not actually touching. He needs to hear something from her first.
“Donghae.. please..” she whimpered. And he followed through, he dipped his fingers to her center feeling her through the lace of her panties, and a victorious smile embelished his lips. She was moist down there. Almost ready for him.
“Uhmmmmmmn…” He heard her gasp. he flicked his fingers some more, but release just in time before she reaches her peak. He stepped out of the bed quickly stripping himself of his clothes,he saw Hyukjae watching him. He smiled apologetically for the passing interuption to their activity. He joined her in the bed once more, he hooked his fingers on the waistband of Hyukjae’s undergarment before tugging it down, keeping his eyes locked with hers through the process, he was mesmerized at how quickly her cheeks acquired a deeper shade of red.
“Can I?” Donghae asked Hyukjae if he can get an unobstrcuted view of her, Hyukjae nodded shyly.
Donghae was already hard rock, but he felt himself harden even more as his eyes saw her moist treasure. He reached out and touched her there, her juice clinging to his fingers. He repeated the act, but he added a little more pressure, pushing his fingers into her, the room was once again filled with her pants and sighs and moans that can only be too arousing.
“Unhnnng… oh.. “ was the unintelligible sounds that escaped her throat as he plunged his fingers slowly in and out of her. “More please..” she pleaded and Donghae was only too willing to indulge her. He crawled so that he’d be in between her legs, hoisting one of her thighs up his shoulder for a better access he replaced his fingers with his lip and tongue. Again, a sense of familiarity rode him as he inhaled her exclusive scent. He dipped his tongue lightly to taste her, like how he remembered, she tasted extraordinarily intoxicating. something that he would long for always. He made love to her with his mouth until she shuddered, releasing more of her essence for him to taste. And he lapped it all up. All of her.
He levelled himself to her, wiping the adorable trace of sweat on her pointed nose and brushing off her hair against her face.
“Do you feel good baby?” He asked before kissing the top of his nose. the erection he was sporting was utterly painful but he needs to hear from her first that she was okay and that she was liking what’s happening before he gets his own resolve.
“hmnn yes..” she panted, she circled her arms onto his neck, tangling his fingers on his hair loving the feel of it’s softness. “Thank you.. but..” she pulled him for a kiss “I want you inside me…” she said while her lips were still pressed against his.
“It’s still going to be painful..” he said, feeling some form of anxiety, he doesn’t want to hurt her.
“I know… I’m not afraid.. I trust you..” She said, gazing steadily into his eyes, sending her message loud and clear.
Donghae entered her slowly, she was still as tight as before, discomfort swam in her face as she fought the urge not to scream, tears formed at the corner of her eyes. Donghae saw it and kissed it away. “I’m sorry baby..” he breathed stopping midway.
“G-go on…” she told him. She was sure she’ll be fine.
“But you’re hurt-“ She silenced him with a kiss, she bucked her hips upwards so she can take him in. her breath hitched at the strike of pain.
Donghae pinned her waist down to the matress, what she did almost pushed him to the edge, he tight heat wrapped on him was deliriously delicious. But she’d end up hurting himself, that the last thing he wants.
“not the way to do it baby..” He whispered. He pushed himself deeper, kissing her deeply to distract her from the pain, he did that until he was fully inside her.
“M-move..”
And he did. He started out cautiously, but it didn’t last long, it was impossible, not with the way Hyukjae’s hips bucked up to meet his every thrust, not with the sensual moans that escaped her lips, and most especially not with the need that shone in her eyes from that brief moment that their gazed locked.
“There… Oh… uhmnnnn…Faster please…” Hyukjae cried, her words are becoming jumbled, only wanting to reach the peak that she knew she could only reach with Donghae.
Donghae felt different, but in a good way, he felt like he rediscovered a part of himself.
The moment was poignant to the point of elusiveness. He will not be able to measure how satisfying the union fel even if he try. It was not just a physical connection; it’s more of a joining of their soul, their intellect. It was phenomenal.
A few more thrust and he knew he was nearing his zenith, and Hyukjae was too, the way her hole engulf and contract around him, she knew she was close to. A few more drive into her and they came simultaneously.
Along with the release, he kissed Hyukjae fully on the lips once more, pouring his heart over it. He might not be able to express it in words at the moment, but he sure does want to let her know how much he love her.
He rolled over, so they were lying on their side, he remained inside her, basking in the feeling of completeness while inside her.
He pressed his face against hers, he can tell by the look on her face that she was exhausted.
“How do you feel?” he asked tenderly pulling her closer to him.
“tired.. and happy… and full..” she replied. A lazy smile appeared on her lips, she her sleepy eyes looked up to him. He chuckled. He find it amazing how she can still crack a joke.
“want me to pull out?” he asked.
“No! stay there.. I love the way it feels..” she yawned before nuzzling her nose to his neck.
He knew she’ll be drifting to sleep anytime soon, but he’s enjoying the interrogating her. He was amused by how she’s so candid and blunt.
“why how does it feel when I’m inside you?”
“hmmn… I feel complete..” she replied quietly.
“me too…” He said but he doubted if Hyukjae heard that. She was fast asleep, snoring lightly in his arms. “Sleep well my heart…”
He closed his eyes, he kissed Hyukjae’s forehead and let himself join her in dream land.
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It was dark when Hyukjae opened her eyes, then bed was empty beside her, she was close to feeling sad but the large piece of paper on Donghae’s side of the bed caught her attention. She smiled at what’s written on it.
Your bath is ready princess, I’ll be waiting down stairs, be on your best Pj’s. - ♥ Donghae
She found the heart sign cute and giggled over it for a while before she decided to get out of bed. She was feeling sore, but it was all compensated for when she thinks about the explosive love making they had, how thorough Donghae was in giving her pleasure.
She felt a yank in her chest when she entered the bathroom, scented candles that were meant to calm her senses were lit in one side of the bathroom, the tub was all bubbled up, inviting her. She dipped her foot into the tub and she smiled, the water was perfectly warm.
She bathed herself, but she didn’t take long. The want to see Donghae was far more urgent. She dried herself up and looked at her reflection in the mirror. Her body looked similar to the first time she and Donghae did it, but something was definitely different in the face, she can see her own eyes glowing.
It was silly of her, but she guessed that that’s just really how a woman in love should look like after being made love to. She caressed her flat tummy. She can see it forming a baby bulge, and she wants it soon. A door bell from downstairs reminded her that Donghae was waiting. She quickly pulled a pair of pink flower printed PJ’s and put it on.
Barefooted she ran down the stairs and there she saw Donghae was done preparing their food on the living room table. The carpeted floor was covered by a comfy looking comforter, while large and small pillows were scattered over it.
“Hey what’s this?” She asked, her gummy smile could not be contained.
“Let’s see? We’ll have a movie night?”
“Okay so that explains the popcorn..” She crossed her arms against her chest and inspected the food on the table. “burgers, pizza, potato wedges, chocolate, ice cream, strawberries, soda… Lee Donghae, are you trying to fatten us up?”
“Maybe…” a proud smile curved his lips, he settled himself his back on the couch, “Come here..” He tapped the space beside him and Hyukjae didn’t need to be told twice. Her left eyebrow was still raised, demanding an answer for his choice of food. His arms automatically snaked around her slim waist pulling her close to his side. He pressed the play button and Titanic came on.
She had seen that movie way too many times before but she’s not the one to complain, all that matter was she was in Donghae’s arms.
“So what’s with these food?” she reached out for a slice of pizza and took a bite from it, it tasted okay, but she figure it would be better with strawberries she she put some on top and ate it happily.
“you’re too skinny, I guess you could use putting some weight on..” He scrunched his nose at the sight of her pizza.
“na uh… not before the wedding… the gown might not fit..” she said taking another bite.
“You can wear anything and you’d still be the most gorgeous bride ever…”
“you’re pulling my leg..” she commented, her voice tinged with a silent laughter, she was loving it.
“am not, you can wear jeans and shirt and I’d be totally fine with it…”
“mom wouldn’t..” she giggled and plopped the last portion of her slice into her mouth. Donghae passed her the soda and she gave him a thankful wink.
“I made you hungry didn’t I?” he teased, making her blush. She aimed to hit him lightly in the chest but her caught her wrist and he kissed it all the way up to the back of her elbow. She getting warmed up again but Donghae stopped. “movie night.. movie night..” He reminded himself. “No more teasing baby.. you know I’m such a weak mortal..”
“I did not tease you!” She said with a bulge of her eyes.
“Yes you did... and you’re still doing it..” he eyed her pouting lips.
“Dongh-“ He cut her off by swiftly capturing her mouth in a soul shattering kiss which left her breathless.
“Pizza and strawberry might not a very bad combination afterall..”
“Movie night…” She whispered playfully and Donghae grunted.
“We can do that some other time..” Donghae attacked her lips once more.
Yes. Movie night can be forgotten. Blissful sighs and moans filled the living room, thankfully drowned background music from the movie that was blasting from the speakers in full volume.