repost: Never letting go Chapter 13
The next morning was set in a playful mood, it was purely blissful. Hyukjae was awake, but she decided to keep her eyes close, pretending to still be asleep while Donghae traces her features very very lightly with his index finger. She loved the feel of him, skins and all. He was warm, and the way his arm was securing her waist was possesive but gentle.
Soon, the finger was replaced by Donghae’s lips, showering her face with featherlight kisses, touching but not quite. She waited until his lips reach her but it never did, he only went as far as dropping chaste kisses on the corners of her mouth.
“Hmmmmn…” she said.. hoping that it will send her message to him.
“I won’t kiss you baby, you have to look at me first..” Donghae replied, his tone serious. Hyukjae pouted, slowly she opened her eyes. He looked amused, but his screams a different emotion.
Hyukjae cannot be mistaken. It was love. Donghae loves her, he might not say it, but his every action says so.
A rush of emotion flooded her. Her eyes went misty and he frowned.
“Hey… are going to cry?”
“I will if you’re not gonna give me my morning kiss..”
“Cry baby..” he muttered before bending down to give her a soft kiss.
It would have gone further if the phone didn’t ring. Donghae who was already devouring Hyukjae’s neck groaned at the disturbance, who happened to be Hyukjae’s mom, telling them that she’ll be coming over for lunch. As soon as the phone was down, they scrambled to their feet. They didn’t realize that it was already 10 am. Their movements were quick and they were able to fix cleam the evidences of their movie night in 30 minutes.
Hyukjae let out a shriek when Donghae suddenly lifted her off her feet and carried her upstairs.
“Donghae!! What are you doing?!”
“Umma can’t see us like this.. we need to clean up, and since we’re pressed for time I think we should just shower together..” his tone was serious but the playful glint in his eyes says otherwise.
Upon reaching the bathroom, Donghae set her down on her feet, He stripped her down. Seated on the edge of the bath tub, Donghae pulled her by the waist and nuzzled on her bare stomach. Hyukjae giggled as it felt ticklish. She’s close to thinking that Donghae had formed some kind of adoration for her tummy. Then she heard him whisper, it made her heart swell again, like the night before.
“Hey there little one… I know you’re there.. Appa’s good you know..” he looked up to Hyukjae and winked. “Grow up fast.. inflate umma’s tummy..” He paused “Hyukkie, don’t you feel anything yet… like a kick or something?” Donghae mused. He was kidding but Hyukjae played along.
“If there’s one thing I feel, I’m hugry… and don’t be so full of yourself mister… you weren’t that good last night.. I think you might have missed..” She said in a business like tone.
“No way baby.. My aim is good..” He kissed her tummy before standing and pressing her back to the cold tiled wall. “Hmmmn, do you want me to remind you how many times I made you-“
“yah!” Hyukjae protested. Her cheeks burned remembering how she was like the other night.
The corner of Donghae’s mouth rose to a smirk, he pressed himself to her and Hyukjae’s eyes widened. Donghae was hard yet again. He engaged her for a steamy kiss, they panted for the lack of air after breaking the kiss.
“umma’s coming…” Hyukjae teased, unlike the movie night, her mother’s arrival cannot be delayed.
Donghae turned on the shower, the water was cold but Hyukjae almost did not feel it, the coldness was easily dissipated by the way Donghae was soaping her. His hands glided up and down her body slowly, the lubrication provided her strawberry scented liquid soap wasn’t enough to lessen the heat generated from the friction of their skin.
It was torturous yet delicious. It took Donghae super human effort not to feast on Hyukjae again, not because her mother is coming, but because he knew she was still sore. She’s still new to it and those several rounds would definely take a toll on her of later.
He washed the soap away. When he was done, he kissed her deeply once more.
“Go ahead baby.. I’ll just finish showering..” he pushed her away slightly. He needs to take care of his problem by himself, but Hyukjae only frowned on him.
“Taking shower together means, starting together and ending together..” She understood his dilemma and appreciate his concern but she figure he could use some help.
She grabbed the bottle of soap, poured a generous amount of her hand before rubbing it on his chest. “Let me return the favor..” She said. Like what he did, she purposely slowed her pace, loving the the feeling of his tensed muscles beneath her palm.
Donghae drew a deep breath and closed his eyes, He’s going crazy with the feel of Hyukjae’s hands on his body. It was soft and warm and glorious. He doesn’t know what she’s up to, but he’s willing to endure the pain on his groin a little more if only for her to have her fun.
Hyukjae watched Donghae’s face as she continued to trail her hands on his body. She wants to please him, after receiving so much the night before, she wants to be able to return something to him. She tip-toed and placed a quick kiss on his lips, his nose, down to his neck and chest. She blushed at the feel of his hard member poking on her midsection. She blushed at the sight. It wasn’t the first time she’d seen in, she felt it inside her. She knew he’s big, but the fact that she was going to feel him in a different way excited her. It awakened so much in her.
“you need help… let me take care of you this time hmmmn?” she let her hand slip down to his abdomen, he felt him flinch when her hand finally reached his throbbing manhood.
“Hyuk.” He groaned as if in pain, taking in a sharp breath.
“Shh…”
Her grip on him was light as she started stroking him slowly.. She felt him twitch under her touch, gaining confidence she increased her pace. His breath became labored as he burried his head on the crook of her neck. His hands on her waist for support.
Donghae accepted that he just officially lost his brain, Hyukjae’s soft hands on his cock resulted to the regression of his logic. He could not think straight. All he knows was he was feeling good, too fucking good that he might just die, and that he’s falling even more inlove with the amazing girl that Hyukjae is.
Hyukjae learned new tricks on her own, he wrist flicked, her thumb found the head which was already leaking with precum. She let the sticky substance coat her hand, while the she kept her thumb on the slit. For a second, she wondered if she’s doing okay, but Donghae assured her she was by biting her gently on the shoulder.
“Oh God, baby. M-more..” Donghae panted and hyukjae felt unbeleivably in control. She hastened her pumps, gripping him tighter but making sure not to hurt him. She knew he was close when his hold on her waist. A few more stokes and released all over their stomachs.
Donghae felt a different kind of high as he released. Sure it wasn’t like being inside her, but since she was the one who’s responsible for it still felt wonderful. He struggled to catch his breath. He knows Hyukjae is waiting for him to do say something..
“Are you okay?” she asked in a small voice. He could not answer yet as he was still trying to catch his breath from that mindblowing release. Instread he just pulled her close and kissed her forehead.
They stayed in that position until Donghae’s sense calmed down.
“thank you… that was amazing baby… you’re amazing..”
“I know.. you’re so lucky aren’t you?” Hyukjae joked. She was happy that he seemed satisfied.
“I am…” he claimed her lips once more, thanking her for everything.
A more proper bath followed, they’ve cut back the teasing. ( God knows how much they don’t want to ---) and we’re dressing up when the doorbell rang.
They exchanged humored glances as they hurried. They dashed downstairs and Hyukjae’s mother eyed them suspiciously seeing that they’re both fresh from the shower.
Thankfully though, they didn’t have to cook, Hyukjae’s mom brough over somefood and fed them, worried that they’ve been eating too much junkfood. They ate heartily, they were both utterly hungry.
“didn’t you guys eat breakfast?” Hyukjae’s mom commented.
“we woke up late…” Hyukjae said absentmindedly. Hyukjae’s mom’s smiled broadened. She loved how her daughter seems to be very happy, and loved the not so discreet loving glances that Donghae was giving her daughter. The last time she was still a little apprehensive but now she can only be too sure. It’s no longer a one sided love affair.
“so Hyukkie… how about spending sometime at home? Your dad and I misses you a lot… your brother too..”
“I’m sorry mom, we’ve been busy and stuff, but I’m free tomorrow… I can visit..” Hyukjae said.
“I’ll come with her..”
Hyukjae’s mom smiled at them. “It’s not just that… you know how Hyukkie is our only daughter right?”
“Mom.. you only have one son and daughter…” Hyukjae joked, suddenly feeling tensed with the way her mother is speaking.
“and you guys are getting married in two weeks time… you’ll become independent.. and before that happens.. I and my husband, you’re dad Hyukkie, decided that we want you to stay with us for the remaining days before the wedding..”
Their brains wanted to reject what Hyukjae’s mother said.
“And you know what they say, the bride and the groom aren’t allowed to see each other days before the wedding.. so it means Donghae is not allowed to visit..”
“Mom! You’re kidding right?” Hyukjae said disbelievingly.
“I am not dear...” Hyukjae’s mom smiled. She saw how donghae held and squeezed Hyukjae’s hand.
“babe.. it’s alright.. we’ll still get to see each other at school..” Donghae cooed. Although he himself was not pleased with the news. He had become dependent on Hyukjae’s presence. She was like his oxygen, it would be suffocating without her.
“not quite..” Hyukjae’s mom said apologetically. “I already excused Hyukjae from her classes… she can skip until the wedding’s over..”
“mom, isn’t this a bit too much?” Hyukjae tried appealing, but the firmness of her decision was reflected on the older woman’s eyes.
“Donghae.. if you’d be kind enough please help Hyukkie pack..”
Donghae gave a defeated sigh. He finds it kind of unfair that just when he realized how madly inlove he was with Hyukjae they have to part. It was temporary but there was a sting in his chest.
“come on kids.. cheer up.. you can still call each other..” Hyukjae’s mom tried to console the two, but the two just nodded.
They went to Hyukjae’s room silently.
“Hey.. you’re so silent..” Donghae nudged the girl lightly.
“I’ll miss you..” Hyukjae said her head low, so that Hyukjae won’t see the tears that started to wet her cheeks. She shouldn’t be too emotional, but she was, she can’t help it.
Donghae dropped the clothes he was packing to the bed and walked back to Hyukjae. he lifted her face and wiped the tears with his thumb.
“Do you think I won’t?’ He said meeting her eyes. “ I will.. so much..” He kissed her lightly on the lips. “two weeks will be the longest days.. believe me baby.. but I’ll find a way.. I promise I will..” Donghae words weren’t just for Hyukjae. It was for him as well.. “So don’t cry..”
“Yah. You’re telling me not to cry yet you’re crying.”
“Am not…”
“you are!”
“not…”
“You---“
A sweet kiss cut Hyukjae off. It was something she’d definitely miss. Donghae’s lips against her.
Simple packing took a couple of hours, a proof of how much they don’t want to keep away from each other.
“Aigoo… my daughter’s so inlove… “ Hyukjae’s mom said as they travelled their way back to Hyukjae’s family’s house.
“is that even new news mom?” She forced a smile. She missed her family but being away from Donghae after getting used to his presence was more than hard.
“No… but I’m glad to see that Donghae seems to have fallen inlove with you now..”
“He’s so caring mom.. he’s changed so much..” Hyukjae confessed.
“It’s all for the better isn’t it… I wouldn’t be worried about a thing when you start with your own married lives. That look in his eyes, I saw it in your father’s eyes too.. it’s something that will last you for decades..”
“I hope so mom..”
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The first night proved to be the hardest. Hyukjae was pampered by everyone in their house, but it wasn’t quite enough. A part of her was longing for Donghae. Her phone rang and she almost jumped when she sw Donghae’s name on it. She tried collecting herself before answering the phone
“Hello?”
“hey baby..” Donghae greeted. They couldn’t find words to say. Hyukjae was first to break the silence.
“what are you doing.?”
“Talking with the most beautiful girl in the world..” Donghae smiled. He could imagine Hyukjae crinkling her nose at his statement.
“Smart answer, sweet talker… no really..” Hyukjae could see her gummy smile from the dresser just in front of her bed. Donghae’s words were making her feel loved.
“Okay.. I’m staring at the ceiling, while talking with the most beautiful girl in the world because I miss her and I have nothing else to do… I’m going nuts you know..”
“mushy…”
“How about you?..”
“Hmm, let me see.. I’m tossing and turning because I couldn’t quite sleep well… I’m missing a very bad boy.. a handsome one at that..”
“Bad boy couldn’t sleep too.. .he says he needs beautiful girl in his arms..”
They managed to survive the night by keeping each other on the phone, exchanging sweet nothings and cheesy pathetic jokes.
It was half past one when Donghae realized that he was the only one talking. He listened carefully and he can hear soft snores from the other line, indicating that Hyukjae have already fallen asleep.
“Goodnight baby.. I love you..” he whispered on the phone before ending the call. He promise to do something to see her soon.
Soon, the finger was replaced by Donghae’s lips, showering her face with featherlight kisses, touching but not quite. She waited until his lips reach her but it never did, he only went as far as dropping chaste kisses on the corners of her mouth.
“Hmmmmn…” she said.. hoping that it will send her message to him.
“I won’t kiss you baby, you have to look at me first..” Donghae replied, his tone serious. Hyukjae pouted, slowly she opened her eyes. He looked amused, but his screams a different emotion.
Hyukjae cannot be mistaken. It was love. Donghae loves her, he might not say it, but his every action says so.
A rush of emotion flooded her. Her eyes went misty and he frowned.
“Hey… are going to cry?”
“I will if you’re not gonna give me my morning kiss..”
“Cry baby..” he muttered before bending down to give her a soft kiss.
It would have gone further if the phone didn’t ring. Donghae who was already devouring Hyukjae’s neck groaned at the disturbance, who happened to be Hyukjae’s mom, telling them that she’ll be coming over for lunch. As soon as the phone was down, they scrambled to their feet. They didn’t realize that it was already 10 am. Their movements were quick and they were able to fix cleam the evidences of their movie night in 30 minutes.
Hyukjae let out a shriek when Donghae suddenly lifted her off her feet and carried her upstairs.
“Donghae!! What are you doing?!”
“Umma can’t see us like this.. we need to clean up, and since we’re pressed for time I think we should just shower together..” his tone was serious but the playful glint in his eyes says otherwise.
Upon reaching the bathroom, Donghae set her down on her feet, He stripped her down. Seated on the edge of the bath tub, Donghae pulled her by the waist and nuzzled on her bare stomach. Hyukjae giggled as it felt ticklish. She’s close to thinking that Donghae had formed some kind of adoration for her tummy. Then she heard him whisper, it made her heart swell again, like the night before.
“Hey there little one… I know you’re there.. Appa’s good you know..” he looked up to Hyukjae and winked. “Grow up fast.. inflate umma’s tummy..” He paused “Hyukkie, don’t you feel anything yet… like a kick or something?” Donghae mused. He was kidding but Hyukjae played along.
“If there’s one thing I feel, I’m hugry… and don’t be so full of yourself mister… you weren’t that good last night.. I think you might have missed..” She said in a business like tone.
“No way baby.. My aim is good..” He kissed her tummy before standing and pressing her back to the cold tiled wall. “Hmmmn, do you want me to remind you how many times I made you-“
“yah!” Hyukjae protested. Her cheeks burned remembering how she was like the other night.
The corner of Donghae’s mouth rose to a smirk, he pressed himself to her and Hyukjae’s eyes widened. Donghae was hard yet again. He engaged her for a steamy kiss, they panted for the lack of air after breaking the kiss.
“umma’s coming…” Hyukjae teased, unlike the movie night, her mother’s arrival cannot be delayed.
Donghae turned on the shower, the water was cold but Hyukjae almost did not feel it, the coldness was easily dissipated by the way Donghae was soaping her. His hands glided up and down her body slowly, the lubrication provided her strawberry scented liquid soap wasn’t enough to lessen the heat generated from the friction of their skin.
It was torturous yet delicious. It took Donghae super human effort not to feast on Hyukjae again, not because her mother is coming, but because he knew she was still sore. She’s still new to it and those several rounds would definely take a toll on her of later.
He washed the soap away. When he was done, he kissed her deeply once more.
“Go ahead baby.. I’ll just finish showering..” he pushed her away slightly. He needs to take care of his problem by himself, but Hyukjae only frowned on him.
“Taking shower together means, starting together and ending together..” She understood his dilemma and appreciate his concern but she figure he could use some help.
She grabbed the bottle of soap, poured a generous amount of her hand before rubbing it on his chest. “Let me return the favor..” She said. Like what he did, she purposely slowed her pace, loving the the feeling of his tensed muscles beneath her palm.
Donghae drew a deep breath and closed his eyes, He’s going crazy with the feel of Hyukjae’s hands on his body. It was soft and warm and glorious. He doesn’t know what she’s up to, but he’s willing to endure the pain on his groin a little more if only for her to have her fun.
Hyukjae watched Donghae’s face as she continued to trail her hands on his body. She wants to please him, after receiving so much the night before, she wants to be able to return something to him. She tip-toed and placed a quick kiss on his lips, his nose, down to his neck and chest. She blushed at the feel of his hard member poking on her midsection. She blushed at the sight. It wasn’t the first time she’d seen in, she felt it inside her. She knew he’s big, but the fact that she was going to feel him in a different way excited her. It awakened so much in her.
“you need help… let me take care of you this time hmmmn?” she let her hand slip down to his abdomen, he felt him flinch when her hand finally reached his throbbing manhood.
“Hyuk.” He groaned as if in pain, taking in a sharp breath.
“Shh…”
Her grip on him was light as she started stroking him slowly.. She felt him twitch under her touch, gaining confidence she increased her pace. His breath became labored as he burried his head on the crook of her neck. His hands on her waist for support.
Donghae accepted that he just officially lost his brain, Hyukjae’s soft hands on his cock resulted to the regression of his logic. He could not think straight. All he knows was he was feeling good, too fucking good that he might just die, and that he’s falling even more inlove with the amazing girl that Hyukjae is.
Hyukjae learned new tricks on her own, he wrist flicked, her thumb found the head which was already leaking with precum. She let the sticky substance coat her hand, while the she kept her thumb on the slit. For a second, she wondered if she’s doing okay, but Donghae assured her she was by biting her gently on the shoulder.
“Oh God, baby. M-more..” Donghae panted and hyukjae felt unbeleivably in control. She hastened her pumps, gripping him tighter but making sure not to hurt him. She knew he was close when his hold on her waist. A few more stokes and released all over their stomachs.
Donghae felt a different kind of high as he released. Sure it wasn’t like being inside her, but since she was the one who’s responsible for it still felt wonderful. He struggled to catch his breath. He knows Hyukjae is waiting for him to do say something..
“Are you okay?” she asked in a small voice. He could not answer yet as he was still trying to catch his breath from that mindblowing release. Instread he just pulled her close and kissed her forehead.
They stayed in that position until Donghae’s sense calmed down.
“thank you… that was amazing baby… you’re amazing..”
“I know.. you’re so lucky aren’t you?” Hyukjae joked. She was happy that he seemed satisfied.
“I am…” he claimed her lips once more, thanking her for everything.
A more proper bath followed, they’ve cut back the teasing. ( God knows how much they don’t want to ---) and we’re dressing up when the doorbell rang.
They exchanged humored glances as they hurried. They dashed downstairs and Hyukjae’s mother eyed them suspiciously seeing that they’re both fresh from the shower.
Thankfully though, they didn’t have to cook, Hyukjae’s mom brough over somefood and fed them, worried that they’ve been eating too much junkfood. They ate heartily, they were both utterly hungry.
“didn’t you guys eat breakfast?” Hyukjae’s mom commented.
“we woke up late…” Hyukjae said absentmindedly. Hyukjae’s mom’s smiled broadened. She loved how her daughter seems to be very happy, and loved the not so discreet loving glances that Donghae was giving her daughter. The last time she was still a little apprehensive but now she can only be too sure. It’s no longer a one sided love affair.
“so Hyukkie… how about spending sometime at home? Your dad and I misses you a lot… your brother too..”
“I’m sorry mom, we’ve been busy and stuff, but I’m free tomorrow… I can visit..” Hyukjae said.
“I’ll come with her..”
Hyukjae’s mom smiled at them. “It’s not just that… you know how Hyukkie is our only daughter right?”
“Mom.. you only have one son and daughter…” Hyukjae joked, suddenly feeling tensed with the way her mother is speaking.
“and you guys are getting married in two weeks time… you’ll become independent.. and before that happens.. I and my husband, you’re dad Hyukkie, decided that we want you to stay with us for the remaining days before the wedding..”
Their brains wanted to reject what Hyukjae’s mother said.
“And you know what they say, the bride and the groom aren’t allowed to see each other days before the wedding.. so it means Donghae is not allowed to visit..”
“Mom! You’re kidding right?” Hyukjae said disbelievingly.
“I am not dear...” Hyukjae’s mom smiled. She saw how donghae held and squeezed Hyukjae’s hand.
“babe.. it’s alright.. we’ll still get to see each other at school..” Donghae cooed. Although he himself was not pleased with the news. He had become dependent on Hyukjae’s presence. She was like his oxygen, it would be suffocating without her.
“not quite..” Hyukjae’s mom said apologetically. “I already excused Hyukjae from her classes… she can skip until the wedding’s over..”
“mom, isn’t this a bit too much?” Hyukjae tried appealing, but the firmness of her decision was reflected on the older woman’s eyes.
“Donghae.. if you’d be kind enough please help Hyukkie pack..”
Donghae gave a defeated sigh. He finds it kind of unfair that just when he realized how madly inlove he was with Hyukjae they have to part. It was temporary but there was a sting in his chest.
“come on kids.. cheer up.. you can still call each other..” Hyukjae’s mom tried to console the two, but the two just nodded.
They went to Hyukjae’s room silently.
“Hey.. you’re so silent..” Donghae nudged the girl lightly.
“I’ll miss you..” Hyukjae said her head low, so that Hyukjae won’t see the tears that started to wet her cheeks. She shouldn’t be too emotional, but she was, she can’t help it.
Donghae dropped the clothes he was packing to the bed and walked back to Hyukjae. he lifted her face and wiped the tears with his thumb.
“Do you think I won’t?’ He said meeting her eyes. “ I will.. so much..” He kissed her lightly on the lips. “two weeks will be the longest days.. believe me baby.. but I’ll find a way.. I promise I will..” Donghae words weren’t just for Hyukjae. It was for him as well.. “So don’t cry..”
“Yah. You’re telling me not to cry yet you’re crying.”
“Am not…”
“you are!”
“not…”
“You---“
A sweet kiss cut Hyukjae off. It was something she’d definitely miss. Donghae’s lips against her.
Simple packing took a couple of hours, a proof of how much they don’t want to keep away from each other.
“Aigoo… my daughter’s so inlove… “ Hyukjae’s mom said as they travelled their way back to Hyukjae’s family’s house.
“is that even new news mom?” She forced a smile. She missed her family but being away from Donghae after getting used to his presence was more than hard.
“No… but I’m glad to see that Donghae seems to have fallen inlove with you now..”
“He’s so caring mom.. he’s changed so much..” Hyukjae confessed.
“It’s all for the better isn’t it… I wouldn’t be worried about a thing when you start with your own married lives. That look in his eyes, I saw it in your father’s eyes too.. it’s something that will last you for decades..”
“I hope so mom..”
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The first night proved to be the hardest. Hyukjae was pampered by everyone in their house, but it wasn’t quite enough. A part of her was longing for Donghae. Her phone rang and she almost jumped when she sw Donghae’s name on it. She tried collecting herself before answering the phone
“Hello?”
“hey baby..” Donghae greeted. They couldn’t find words to say. Hyukjae was first to break the silence.
“what are you doing.?”
“Talking with the most beautiful girl in the world..” Donghae smiled. He could imagine Hyukjae crinkling her nose at his statement.
“Smart answer, sweet talker… no really..” Hyukjae could see her gummy smile from the dresser just in front of her bed. Donghae’s words were making her feel loved.
“Okay.. I’m staring at the ceiling, while talking with the most beautiful girl in the world because I miss her and I have nothing else to do… I’m going nuts you know..”
“mushy…”
“How about you?..”
“Hmm, let me see.. I’m tossing and turning because I couldn’t quite sleep well… I’m missing a very bad boy.. a handsome one at that..”
“Bad boy couldn’t sleep too.. .he says he needs beautiful girl in his arms..”
They managed to survive the night by keeping each other on the phone, exchanging sweet nothings and cheesy pathetic jokes.
It was half past one when Donghae realized that he was the only one talking. He listened carefully and he can hear soft snores from the other line, indicating that Hyukjae have already fallen asleep.
“Goodnight baby.. I love you..” he whispered on the phone before ending the call. He promise to do something to see her soon.