[100 suju challenge] changes
title:changes~
theme:099.apples, 3/100, 100 suju fics challenge
word count:962
genre:angst
pairing:kyuhyun&zhoumi
summary:Kyuhyun thought Zhoumi will be the one who'll change his life
warning:grammars are scary~ D;
I lived a simple life before. I am just a simple student who studies for my future. A simple guy who has responsibilities for his siblings and parents. I am happy with my life. I am contented for all the things that I have right now. I couldn't ask for more.
I thought my life was complete, I thought that everything for me was fine. But I guess im wrong. I just felt that there's something missing. At first, i cant figure it out. But not until the day... I saw you...
3 years ago, my family and I had a vacation at China. We enjoyed there a lot. I also enjoyed the scenery, the breeze, the warm feeling... trying to forget all the problems that I left in Korea. I tried to forget all the problems for the meantime. I just want to rest right now. I wanted to free myself for the time being.
We spent the days at my grandparents rest house near the wonderful and lovely beach. I met many kinds of people. I like most of them, but I chose not to hang out with them, because im a person who won't trust people that easily.
One night, my cousins went to a beach party near the rest house. I decided to go because I was bored in the house, even if I know I won't enjoy there, so I chose to stay outside the party house.
Why do I need to live a life like this?! I thought everything was okay. I thought my life was complete! But... Im already tired. Im already tired of the things that I do in my life everyday! I... I want a new life. Then I felt tears suddenly rolled down my cheeks.
"Why are you alone?", a voice suddenly came behind me while watching the moonlight's reflection in the water. I hurriedly wiped off the tears from my eyes.
I looked back at the owner of the voice... Then I saw you. I saw the guy that made me fall in love in first sight, the guy that made my heart beat so damn and fucking fast.
"W-who are you?", I ask out of nowhere. I really don't know what to say when I met you. I thought you were from Korea, because you talked to me in Korean even if we're in China.
"Me? Oh. I am Zhoumi."
Your name is Zhoumi. And after hearing your name, i knew you were a Chinese. Or half-chinese perhaps.
"And you? What's your name?", you asked me, wearing those deadly and sexy smile that made my heart beat faster.
"I-I am... Kyuhyun.... Cho Kyuhyun...", I said. "You are Chinese right? But why are you talking to me in Korean?"
"I am Chinese, but I know how to speak Korean. When I saw you, I knew you were Korean so I talked to you in this language." you smiled again to me, but the cheerful smile suddenly fades away and was replaced by a sad smile. "Why are you crying? Uh.. I know that its none of my business, but, you know, I hate to see people crying."
Your question made me cry again as if its a lightning strucked my heart.
"Yah! Why? Did I say something wrong?", you asked me again, but this time wearing a worried face.
"N-no, no, no! I-I am okay. I was just being emotional.", I told you, then I smiled.
Then I saw you getting something inside your pocket. Few seconds had passed and you suddenly handed me an apple.
"An apple? W-why? You're giving me this?"
You just smiled and nodded innocently. "I got this from the party inside. Apple is my favorite food eversince. When I am sad, i'll just eat an apple then my sadness and worries will be gone for the meantime." I didn't answer, I felt my cheeks was red by that time.
You stretched your arms more to tell me to get the apple. "Don't worry. It will work. And you should be grateful, im not giving my apple to someone else, but my mind tells me that I need to make you smile even if we don't know each other. Isn't that incredible?" you giggled.
I told myself that I won't trust a person so easily but I just felt that my lips smile and my arms stretched to get your apple. I don't know what's this I am feeling but my heart tells me that I can trust you, that you'll be here and appear out of nowhere when I need someone to talk to.
"Thank you, Zhoumi."
I smiled at you, then you smiled back. I thought this will be the start of my new life... with you. But again, I was wrong. You tell me that you need to go and you're late of an appointment. You also said that it'll be great if we meet again.
But 3 years had passed and we still haven't meet again. In that 3 years, I loved you, and I still love you right now. I hoped, but i became tired of hoping to see the guy that I fell in love with in just a few seconds of seeing each other.
I gave up... and I thought my life would be the same as before. But I realized that I need to go through and have a new life with myself.
After 3 years when I met you, I was discovered by the SM entertainment, a well-known talent company in Korea. They let me have a new life and give up the boring life that I had.
Then finally, I debuted with my new family, I debuted with Super Junior. Thanks to them, they changed my life.