Decision

Aug 01, 2013 22:07

Decision
Donghae/Jessica
PG-17, angst, drabble, 276 w
Who is the suspect and how to react this?

What he thought probably wasn’t like what everyone would think about. They’re close enough-to be just a friend though. They know each other for long time. Even too long to imagine. Deep inside his heart, he never tried to broke his promise to her. To be always right next to her. Never. Even for a slight moment.

They spent up time together. They laughed and chased after one another. Everyone would be like see-a-little-children-play-with-even their age isn’t that young anymore. When they’re together, world would be theirs. No one could bother it. They’re really close. But, what did close mean if you’re just a…friend? Not more and less.

He kept it from everyone. Even from himself and her.

He kept his true feeling toward someone. Toward that girl. He knew he had already made a promise. To not leave her. As a man-for now, he has his own pride. But, what if the one who left away is her? Just because she had made a decision. Wrong decision, at least for him. Just because she didn’t choose him. She choose someone else instead of him. So tragic.

Was it her fault? Was he allowed to blame and mad at her? Nor is this just because his anger? His anger because his feeling towards her is burned into ash. As a runaway from his true feeling. His one-sided love.

As much as he against her choice, as he felt much guilty to her. So, he let him shut and quite. Keep in showering her by his love eventhough she had never been known it. From now on, all he could do is letting her go.

A chance
Kyuhyun/Yoona
PG, fluff, drabble, 319 w
Dream is always been a dream. But, a chance never goes by

Yoona couldn’t help but saw them holding hands in front of her eyes. She smiled secretively. A bitter one. She inhaled as much as oxygen she could. It was because she saw her crush, only crush, holding hands with another girl. Her legs were trembling. Her heart thumped hardly, as she tried to hide her emotion.

“That was just a fanservice Yoong”

Jessica’s voice made her back to reality. That black-brown haired girl tapped Yoona’s shoulder gently. So, she just answered it by a meaningless smile.

Of course she knew it. She knew it was just fanservice. But, holding hands tightly on every show just too enough to see. That’s a torture. She knew they just wanted to perceived the song they brought. She knew their agency-SM had choose them as a duet. Because they are the best voice in the two groups anyway. She knew her crush-Kyuhyun has the best ballad-type voice ever. Meanwhile, her dearest Seohyun suit more with him instead of her. She absolutely knew how is her voice quality compared with Seohyun. That’s just too hurt to explain.

It’s undeniable that she always wishes to be able holding his hand, just like Seohyun does. But, dream always been a dream. She had to be a professional now. She is no longer a common people, she is an idol. An idol isn’t suppose to mix up their private things into this. She had to be satisfied just like now. But, if she could to...

“Aish… Don’t be like this Yoong!!”, she hit her own head with her hands. Trying to wake herself up from this daydreaming.

“Yoong, time to show up~”, a familiar voice suddenly approached and surprised her.

That was Kyuhyun! She freezed up. Unable to move and even blink. He offered his right hand over Yoona.

“Come on~”, he said it cheerly.

Without a hesitate, she reached his-big-soft-hand with a proudly grin. Maybe, dream always been a dream. But, a chance would never goes by.

kyuhyun/yoona, donghae/jessica, drabble

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