So, last night I decided I wanted to go see Poison the Well in Toledo on Wednesday. It's gonna be sweet shit, man. Kyle and Victor are joining me for this daring adventure ( Read more... )

Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say ( Read more... )

So, I'll officially say it.... I don't like the Deftones. Besides the fact that everyone that was at that concert was far too old, and have been fans for the last 10 years, placing them all in mid to late 20's. None of them knew how to mosh, and the fact that Chino modifies his voice pisses me off. Thursday was good, but the crowd had no energy ( Read more... )

judged for how i look, not for the good that i have done. i try the best i can, but it seems that i'm not the perfect son. shaped by God, and my volition and the seeds that you have sown but i ask you once again when does my life become my own ( Read more... )

I really don't like my family...

and i'm sick of all you bastards that like to assume who i like based on a sarcastic comment i leave. haven't any of you realize that i am very sarcastic and satirical?

So, I'm sitting here wondering if everything's worth fighting for anymore. I'm not overly strained or stressed by the fact that any of the closest friends I had are risking their lives so closely, but I guess I am somewhat concerned. I wish that some people would realize that things can be fun without pot and alcohol. But will any of them listen ( Read more... )

Loneliness... a deep gorge below the cool soles of your feet, devouring every inch of soul around you, as you lay atop a peak of slopes far too steep to descend. It's just sitting on the dge of your bed, finding a lie to convince yourself as to a reason to make it through one more day without losing control. This is cold-hearted loneliness. When ( Read more... )

So, Randi's party..... yeah. I jumped in the fire and then Tommy was freaking out and kept screaming "OH MY GOD, WHEN HE DID THAT, I KEPT IMAGINING HIM SCREAMING I AM SATAN!" in a really cracked out way... it was almost as funny as his impression of jerking off a horse. I climbed her tree within 10 feet of the top, and creamed DYING MOOSE, upon ( Read more... )

So, today after school, I went to Electrosonics and pick up an application. Then I talked to Shawn, and apparently he got a voicemail asking him to work, so he asked if I could join, and Phil, the boss, said yes. Even if this only is for a bit, money is money. It's kind of irrelavant if it's steady or not. Oh well ( Read more... )

So, I figured out that the best way for me to live life, as for how my life is in its current state, is indifferent. Falling in love is overrated. People just want to feel like they belong, not like I can say I don't. I just realize that feeling like you belong and being comfortable with who you truly are differ greatly, even tho you'll find ( Read more... )