ok so it's time for me to stop smoking. im putting my bong away, my lighters away, my papers away...everything that has to do with smoking. i'm only gonna stop smoking for a month cuz i feel like i need the break & my tolerance has gone WAY up. so yeah.

today was a good day..im happy. :)

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nothing too interesting going on..i hung out with jen on sunday & her ex boyfriend brien...then i met up with jay stayed over & chilled with his sister the next day when he left to work..im still at his house chilling but i wanna go home tomorow in the morning cuz hillary's comming tomorrow for 4/20 so woo hoo ( Read more... )

yesterday's party was ok...it was a sweet sixteen acutally so yeah..i drank, my dad kept on giving me drinks & then when i got home i finished the rest of the bottle of puerto rican rum jen gave to me. i spent most of the party talking with my sister & dad's girlfriend...my dad got drunk & kept on making me & his gf dance with him....then when the ( Read more... )

sooo im going shopping today for that big party im going to tomorrow...my dad gave me $300. i wanna be smart about the money so that i can have left over & just save it up. i think im also gonna stop smoking weed until may 28 or not as much as i usually do which has been pretty much (im almost sure about this) everyday sinse my birthday so..yeah.. ( Read more... )

i dont know why i dont wanna hang out with my dad. he wants to take me to the body exhibit in south street seaport but i dont wanna go with him. then i have to go get a new dress for this dumb quincinera party for this chick i haven't seen in mad long. ugh. buuttt hopefully i'll hang out with jen over the weekend & do mad blooowww. haven't done ( Read more... )

I'm mad at the fucking world. I'm mad at how fucking stupid people could be. I'm mad at Jay for being disrepsectful last night. I'm mad at my so-called friends. I'm mad that the people that actually care about me & I care about are actually MILES away. I'm mad that I WAS going to move out & then everyone decided to shit on my head. I'm mad at my ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to see secret lives of the freemasons it was a good show..my wisdom tooth is growing & its bothering me alot ( Read more... )

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