>sigh

[haijikai]

This is supposed to be a happy day to celebrate is it not?

That's the problem. At the end of the day how'd I really feel about it?

That everyone else had a great time...at my expense...and I'm feeling utterly used, taken advantage of and plain exploited.

>facepalmI just can't put a real finger at all on it really. It just...you know I can't

Comments

[autumnsfire]

Hey if you need to chat with someone outside of all the drama, drop me an email. I still do check it you know :)

[xliquid_dreamsx]

Hitting the yearly limit on the amount of disappointment you can take with people? Well now thats a great possibility. And being all that you have felt on a day when you know you should be feeling quite the opposite, is just the type of thing to make even the most tolerant person stop thinking it all out before they feel the impact of reality

[pakesh_de]

sounds like the combo of winter blahs, a year older, away from the gang, and whatever drama is happening out there is getting to you.

Heck I spent my birthday sleeping in a basement guarding a house cause the owner is off making homes for the poor so feeling a tad used is understandable but in the end of the day as long as you can live with yourself then its all good.

If folks are using you though let them KNOW. Tell them politely and see what develops. Talk to us and your family so they know ya need some cheering up.

Gaia bless
Pakesh_De
ChairCritter for Furnal Equinox