This must mean Mums is up.

I'm so worried. She hasn't left her bed since Thomas left us, until now. And I phoned Mad Dog and he says she's up but she hasn't left her room and she's not dressed. So she's up, but not much more than that.

This is Mums. If she's not strong enough to cope...how can I be strong enough?

Mums and Mad Dog have been staying with us lately, because Mums isn't handling Thomas being missing so well. Not that I am either, but she's...not so good. Today we went through pictures. I think she's losing hope. But she wanted me to post these because she said she wanted them shared. They're not easy for me to look at right now, because I ( Read more... )

Thomas. This made me think of you...in a strange way...

Hobo to teenage girls filling up water balloons in water fountain: You're having a water balloon fight?
Teenage girl: Yeah. We have to be careful, though, they might attack us from behind.
Hobo: That's what Michael Jackson does. (walks away, leaves teenage girls in bewilderment)I'm going to ( Read more... )

Today I saw a ten-year-old take control of a situation that would have most grown ups cowering in their boots. Thomas had been just fine, and I guess whatever it is that happens to him started happening because he was in pain. And I picked her up because I didn't want her to see. It was scary for me but she made me put her down and she crawled ( Read more... )

Yesterday morning I got home to find my son waiting up for me. He then made me breakfast and we talked until the babies woke up and then we proceeded to spend the day in a slightly delirious state until Jaida and Aislinn took a nap and we could finally sleep ( Read more... )

Mums is asleep. She's really not doing well. I'm worried. I got her to eat some soup and then Crystal and Abby made some pasta which is better. She barely said a word ( Read more... )

Yeah, I lost my job.

My direct supervisor was a bigoted little assface who I got warned about the second I set foot in the place. He got people fired if he didn't like them. And he didn't like gay people. So when he asked about my picture of Julian and Damon, I lied. I said they were brothers because I'm a cock. I didn't know what to do. I ( Read more... )

I know that you've turned off your mobile, Kiddo, but can you at least let me know you're okay?

I did a shitty thing and I am so sorry. But I need to know you're okay.

Why is my little brother acting like a cock?

Should I come down there? I don't start my job until Wednesday.

I love my wife. I love my children (all three, since Damon is so one of them). I love my grandaughter, and my brothers and sisters. I love my Mumsie. I love everyone ( Read more... )