--Getting tickets for Warped tomorrow :).
--I wish I could sing. Anthony Green has an amazing voice and it fits my mood right now, if that's possible. I need to find more ways to express my emotions and feelings. I haven't written anything in a while and I just keep my emotions bottled up and that's probably not good.
--I'm confused about a lot of

People are confusing. I'm confusing. I confuse myself lately. Almost done with Angels and Demons...20 pages left, I'll finish it tonight. I don't know why I'm still up because it's past 4 am and I work tomorrow.

My mom is a stupid bitch and doesn't trust me and I hate the feeling of not being trusted. Fuck.

Some people are weird.

Weird mood.

When ( Read more... )

Sometimes I seriously doubt how smart and mature I am. I wonder if some of the decisions I make are dumb or just out of curiosity. I mean, I am a teenager, it is the summer before I go to college, and I live for experiences and trying new things. Then again, that doesn't neccessarily make it smart, safe, or right ( Read more... )

--Got my paycheck today...yay, I finally have money :)
--I loved this past week. There was constant stuff to do, constant beer and alcohol, constant smoking, constant chilling with awesome people that make me happy.

--Some people were bipolar yesterday, but that's okay because I had lunch with some of my favorites, went to Marshbank and on the boat ( Read more... )

stupid.....

Drama is dumb. People need to chill out. Today/tonight were fun :). Alcohol=:). Shouldn't have driven home tonight and should have slept out, but my mom is a psycho.

I love summer. Spent the day/night with awesome people that make me smile.

I want to see fireworks!

"Happiness is all lies; trust is a razorblade. Afraid to stray from what she’s always known; change is scary, stay in your comfort zone. Lie down, embrace her, make yourself just as vulnerable as she is ( Read more... )

full moon=absolutly breathtaking. i saw the reflection of the moon on the lake when i was driving home and i stopped because it illuminated the water and it was almost as bright as the sun would be during the day over the lake. it looked like it was out of a storybook. i love just driving with the windows down at night and everything is just--- ( Read more... )

Second guessing everything....:-/

I'm nervous, scared, sad, and not self-assured....hmm.

Drove down to Detroit last night with Jaclyn, Gabby, and Brit...got lost and didn't see ikilljack play and when we got there, we thought it was over and went home, but apparently it wasn't. Coooool. I wanted to see them.

Life's weird right now.......

I think I'm updating a lot recently...hmm, a little bit of a sign of too much time? Summer's been good...besides today really, the weather has been soooo nice. A lot of grad parties today...chilled with Brit, Damian, and Zak and had a lot of rock out sessions in the car because we're cool. I quit smoking today for the fifth time...so we'll see how ( Read more... )

 ( Hmm...guess I'm not cool unless I do this?! )