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hairbeast79

Bah Hum Bug

Dec 22, 2007 07:41

Well. I don't really have anyone to talk to right now because it's 7:30 in the morning and everyone I know is still asleep. I should be sleeping too, but I'm to worried and depressed. I thought journaling might help me feel better. I honestly don't remember a time when I've felt like this. I feel helpless, nauseous, like someone is squeezing ( Read more... )

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marthabeast60 December 22 2007, 18:56:18 UTC

Niki I'm so sorry to hear about your father! I hope all else is well and I'm sure things will turn out fine in the end. You know what they say things usually have to get worse before they get better. You definitely should not feel guilty or selfish about they way you feel either. This is a terrible thing that is happening to you and not the other people and your entitled to feel however you want about it. There is nothing selfish or childish in expressing your emotions. I hope things turn out for the better and try to have the best time you can in the mean time.

hairbeast79 December 23 2007, 17:21:29 UTC

Thank you so much. It made me feel so much better to hear from my friends. I really appreciate you taking the time to comment and make me feel better. My Dad is doing a little better now. I know things will get better with time. Thanks again and Merry Christmas.

shutterbug20 December 22 2007, 19:33:05 UTC

Nik. I'm so sorry to hear about Uncle Keith. Brittany mentioned it to me the other day and I tried to call you guys. I hope he is OK. Things will get better. This year just doesn't seem right... we are too old and the stuff you're going through doesn't help us feel Christmas anymore. CALL ME. We need to sing some of our traditional tunes and goof around like the olden days!
I love you!

hairbeast79 December 23 2007, 17:25:01 UTC

Thank you so much Joey. I will def. give you a call. It's funny, I was actually thinking about having a little party over here and inviting you and Jason and John and Adam over. Because I miss that so much. I heard a Christmas song on the radio that reminded me of our traditions and I don't see a reason why we can't all get together at least once a year! In fact, I am going to do that once everything blows over with my dad. I have been spending most of my time visiting my dad and having been home much to email or call or do anything really. So I will be in touch. Thanks again. Love ya.

riggatoni December 23 2007, 13:28:05 UTC

This might sound horrible, but don't worry about the other people that have it worse. Sometimes we have to worry about ourselves. You know? Our problems are ours and just because someone has it worse, doesn't make our problem any less of a problem. It doesn't make you selfish or insensitive ( ... )

hairbeast79 December 23 2007, 17:29:12 UTC

Thank you, that was some really good advice. My dad is doing a little better now and I'm starting to feel a little better. And you are right about Christmas just being a day. I think we are just going to postpone it a little while until my dad is better and he can come home. I use writing a lot to get my emotions out. I can't tell you how many times I've written letters to people but never gave them to anyone. Just writing it was the important part. Thanks again for your comment. You're a good friend.