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i was feeling really shitty today and idr why but i was looking through all my tags on this journal and i remembered this entry
and it was only like a three weeks ago i posted it but
it just made me feel better
and i feel kind of bad for some reason, about not responding to those last four comments, but i guess it was because i don't know what to say other than "thank you"
so thank you guys, and that goes for all the things people have said to me and all the ways people have comforted me over the three years i've been writing this shit down on lj, plurk, tumblr or wherever
thank you everyone who cares, thank you so much. i don't think i say properly how much it really does mean to me. I worry sometimes that maybe people are brushing me off or ignoring me because I use my journal to vent so much and maybe that leaves a bad impression, but honestly, it's not like i do it for attention i just
i do it because i know you guys will listen and i know you guys care. so thank you for listening and thank you for caring. and never doubt that i don't appreciate it because i do. And you can call it pathetic or weird or dramatic or whatever, but it's what keeps me going somedays; knowing that if no one else there would be people who would miss me and there are people who worry about me and there are people who care about my wellbeing somewhere in the world and that means more to me than anything else i could think of
so yeah i don't know where i was going with this, but idc. I love all of you, I honestly do.
and it was only like a three weeks ago i posted it but
it just made me feel better
and i feel kind of bad for some reason, about not responding to those last four comments, but i guess it was because i don't know what to say other than "thank you"
so thank you guys, and that goes for all the things people have said to me and all the ways people have comforted me over the three years i've been writing this shit down on lj, plurk, tumblr or wherever
thank you everyone who cares, thank you so much. i don't think i say properly how much it really does mean to me. I worry sometimes that maybe people are brushing me off or ignoring me because I use my journal to vent so much and maybe that leaves a bad impression, but honestly, it's not like i do it for attention i just
i do it because i know you guys will listen and i know you guys care. so thank you for listening and thank you for caring. and never doubt that i don't appreciate it because i do. And you can call it pathetic or weird or dramatic or whatever, but it's what keeps me going somedays; knowing that if no one else there would be people who would miss me and there are people who worry about me and there are people who care about my wellbeing somewhere in the world and that means more to me than anything else i could think of
so yeah i don't know where i was going with this, but idc. I love all of you, I honestly do.