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Have you ever felt like you were going to die of embarrassment? Or want to die because you were so horribly humiliated? That's how I feel right now. I won't get into it because it's just...well, too embarrassing. Don't even ask. :(
Here's something I stole from garygary
A - Age: 19
B - Band listening to right now: None, I'm in a computer lab at school
C - Career in future: Teacher first, then a school guidance counselor
D - Dad's name: Richard
E - Easiest person to talk to: My husband Ben, of course
F - Favorite song at the moment: Probably "Gone" by Switchfoot
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Worms, definitely. I like putting them in cups full of crumbled up oreos, mmm...worms in dirt!!
I - Instruments: My vocal cords
J - Job title: College student!
K - Kids: Yeah, one day
L - Longest car ride ever: From southern Idaho to Mexico, a little over 16 hours
M - Mom's name: Debbie, but she likes to go by Deb
N - Number of siblings: Three sisters
O - Oldest sibling: Melissa (I call her Missy)
P - Phobia[s]: I'm deathly afraid of snakes, mice, and public speaking (but if I'm playing a character I do just fine)
Q - Quote you like: "I'm astounded by people who want to 'know' the universe when it's hard enough to find your way around Chinatown." -Woody Allen
R - Reason to smile: There are so many...I'm alive and healthy, I never go hungry, I have a wonderful husband whom I love, I have access to high-speed internet at school and at home, I like my teeth...
S - Song you sang last: I don't remember, sorry folks.
T - Time you wake up: today it was about 7:25, yesterday it was 6:30. It depends on the day of the week, but I never, ever get to sleep later than 9:00
U - Unknown fact about me: I sleep in the nude
V - Vegetable you hate: eggplant
W - Worst habit: Holding grudges (if that's considered a habit), biting my nails, procrastinating, worrying...
X - X-rays you've had: The dentist has taken X-rays of my teeth, I had to have X-rays of my wrist once, a long time ago...and my legs
Y - Yummy food: There are so very many...ice cream, brownies, cookies, homemade mashed potatoes, chicken fettuccine alfredo, bell peppers (especially the red ones), hard-boiled eggs, corn on the cob, pringles, sun chips, yogurt, cheesecake, eggs benedict w/lots of hollandaise sauce, shrimp, avocados, ranch dressing, the blondie dessert from Applebees, the mudpie dessert from Red Robin, Snickers, Junior Mints, Skittles, Red Vines, whoppers, jumbo jacks, french fries, mmm....I'm making myself really HUNGRY!!!
Z - Zodiac sign: Aries
[ Current Clothes ] Umm...same as always, jeans and a t-shirt, my wardrobe isn't that interesting....if this means what kind of clothes I'm wearing right now, I'm wearing a pair of Old Navy jeans my dad got me for Christmas or my birthday (I don't remember which, it's been a couple of years), and a brown Audio Adrenaline shirt from the Go Tour
[ Current Hair ] Long, layered, and thinned :p
[ Current Annoyance ] I'm annoyed with myself for being such an idiot and humiliating myself. :(
[ Current Smell] My hair. I don't know if it's my conditioner or my anti-frizz gel, though.
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] writing my 8-10 page paper for English that's due tomorrow.
[ Current Desktop Picture ] I'm at a school computer, and my home computer's desktop is umm...blue, that's it. Boring, I know.
[ Current Favorite Artist ] If you mean musical artist, then Paul Wright, Todd Agnew, and Sarah Kelly
[ Current Favorite Group ] Switchfoot...I also love Newsboys, Audio Adrenaline, FM Static, Big Daddy Weave, etc, etc.
[ Current Book you're reading ] Something about 15th century art...it's a book I'm reading for my art history class.
[ Current CD in CD Player] None :(
[ Current Refreshment ] Water
[ Current Worry ] My 8-10 page paper...I haven't even chosen a topic yet...help me!
[ You Touched ] What? Oh, the most current thing I touched...okay, the computer keyboard, DUH...stupid question!
[ You Talked to ] My hubby
[ You Hugged ] Hubby again
[ You Instant messaged ] Kristi
[ You Yelled At ] I don't know...probably Ben, but it's been a while. Oh wait, now I remember...I yelled at Ben Sunday for okaying our uninvited company to come on over. :)
Favourite:
[ Food ] I answered this question already...
[ Drink ] Diet A&W root beer and mocha frappucinos
[ Color ] Blue I guess ?
[ Shoes ] These black boots from Payless (I call them boots because they are tall and have traction on the bottom, but they have laces and they aren't high), and these new Sketchers I got recently
[ Animal ] Doggies
[ Movie ] Yikes I don't know. I really liked Stuck on You, so I guess that's my current fav...I also loved the movie You've Got Mail
[ Vegetable ] red bell peppers, corn on the cob, green beans (but not the french-cut style ones)
[ Fruit ] Nectarines, peaches, strawberries...how can ya pick a favorite?
[ Cartoon ] I used to love Bobby's World. I watched it every morning, but it's been a while. My current favorites would be Spongebob Squarepants and the Simpsons
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] Yes
[ Open-minded ] Yes, and when I'm not, I realize it and I try to change my thinking
[ Arrogant ] No, my self-esteem is pretty low. I question myself way too much to think that I'm really great.
[ Insecure ] You bet!
[ Interesting ] Not really.
[ Random ] Yes
[ Hungry ] Yes, I currently am...but I'm not hungry more than the average person...the problem I have is not with hunger, it's with appetite.
[ Friendly ] Somewhat...I'm very nice, but I'm not very outgoing.
[ Smart ] Um...I'm average, I guess.
[ Moody ] All the time
[ Childish ] Yeah, but only at the appropriate times
[ Independent ] Kinda, but not financially, my husband hooks me up w/spending money :p
[ Hard working ] Yes, but only when I'm getting paid. ;)
[ Organized ] Somewhat
[ Healthy ] I don't eat as healthy as I should, and I never exercise...but someone up there loves me because I don't have any serious health problems, and I am rarely sick.
[ Emotionally Stable ] Not really!
[ Shy ] Most of the time.
[ Difficult ] I can be
[ Attractive ] Depends on what time of the day were talking...
[ Bored Easily ] I try my best to never grow bored, but I am not very successful.
[ Thirsty ] Umm...I'll assume this means right now, and yeah, I'm kind of thirsty.
[ Responsible ] Most of the time
[ Obsessed ] No, I'm POSessed ;p
[ Angry ] I get sad more than I get angry (anger's a secondary emotion)
[ Sad ] Yeah, fairly frequently
[ Happy ] I'm happy the majority of the time
[ Hyper ] Not really, I'm pretty mellow most of the time
[ Trusting ] Yes, perhaps too much.
[ Talkative ] I can be with people I'm close to, but never to strangers or people I haven't gotten to know very well.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] I may be possessed, but I'm really not the murderous type.
[ Slap ] Myself, on the knee.
[ Get Real Wasted With ] I don't get wasted, dawg.
[ Get High With ] I ain't into that, mofo.
[ Look Like ] Myself :) I'm not vain, I just don't desire to look like anyone else
[ Talk To Offline ] A lot of people...
[ Talk To Online ] Kristi, Mel, and Rachel...they are the only friends I have online...
BEST
1. kisser - Ben. I don't have anyone to compare him with but a 40-year-old smoker, though.
2. smile - I like a lot of people's smile, but my favorite would have to be my sister Meagan, she has an adorable smile.
3. eyes - Ben's
4. laugh - I don't know!
5. story teller - I have no idea. People don't read me stories very often anymore.
:(
6. cook - Joyce, Ellen, or Cheryl...it's a three-way tie
7. loudest - My mom
8. cutest personality - Ben :)
9. friendliest - Ellen
10. favourite person to hug - I love hugs. I love hugging everybody!
11. gives best compliments - Ben, Kristi, Missy, Meagan
12. could never get sick of - Ben (good thing, huh?!)
13. craziest person - I don't know a lot of crazy people....I guess I'd have to say Ginny
14. person to talk to - Ben
15. sweetest - Err...Ben again :p
16. happiest - Ellen, definitely
17. compliment recieved - Anything that has to do with my weight or my looks, just because that's where I'm most unsure about myself/insecure
18. compliment you can think of to recieve - "You are the most beautiful, kindest, smartest, most understanding person I have ever met. You totally rock!"
19. makes you smile the most - Ben, of course.
20. miss the most - A lot of people...
Guys-Girls ???
1. Favourite features - Eyes, sense of humor, personality, dance moves :p
2. Crush? Nope :p
3. In Love? You bet
4. How many times? just once
5. Do they give you the chill? Yep, still :)
7. Could you picture yourself being married to them? Umm..yeah, 'cause I AM :)
8. Been Heartbroken? No
9. How many times? I said NO!
10. Most romantic thing you've done for someone? Err...got them a present when they didn't expect it
11. Most romantic thing someone's done for you? So many :) ...while I was working, my car was washed, stuffed full of balloons, all of which had black sharpie writing all over them to tell me how much I was loved, it also came with a rose and a card....a couple of different times I was surprised at work with flowers for no reason, another time I had a stuffed animal/rose/card left in my car after work... :)
12. Your dream of a romantic thing for someone to do for you? I don't know...
13. Marriage? Already done
14. Kids? Two or three, but not for a while
15. For true love or something else? I married for true love
16. Big or small wedding? It was small
17. Would you propose or them? They did :)
18. How would you/how would you want them to? It was perfect, on the beach (Oregon Coast) at sunset...what could be better than that?! :)
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed in the rain? Yes
2. Called someone in the middle of the night just because you couldn't wait any longer to? Yeah, but not very often
3. Thought about someone so much you annoyed yourself? No
4. Talked about someone to the point of people telling you to shut up? Maybe, but I don't remember
5. Who's the person you miss the most? I don't know
6. Watched the stars with someone? I guess I've done that, but I don't remember it particularly
7. Cried because you're happy? Yes, like the day I was proposed to. :)
8. Been in love, but it wasn't returned? No
9. Kept something that smelled so you could smell it when you missed that person? No, I thought they only did that in the movies...
10. Called someone more than 5 times during the day? Yeah, all the time!
11.Who's name did you say most in this? Ben
WALLET: Black, big & bulky, doesn't fit in my pocket
BAG: Blue, my back pack is blue, my purse is black
HAIR-BRUSH: purple ?
MAKEUP: Neutrogena and Mary Kay
TOOTHPASTE: Right now I'm using Arm & Hammer whitening toothpaste
TOOTHBRUSH: Blue and err...white
JEWELRY WORN DAILY: Wedding ring
SOCKS: White
PILLOW COVER: Plaid, blue, green, yellow, white
BLANKET: The only one on my bed right now is a white comforter
COFFEE CUP: multi
SUNGLASSES: Don't own a pair right now. :(
UNDERWEAR: Whoa...we're getting personal...I usually wear bikini briefs because I always wear really low-cut pants. I occasionally wear thongs or g-strings, but not very often.
SHOES: I already said!
KEYCHAIN: umm...I can't remember. :p I'm a dork.
COMPUTER: We have two, an emachines one and a sony vaio
FAVORITE TOP: I don't know if I have one...I guess I like my "Don't Label Me" shirt a lot, but it's kinda small
FAVORITE PANTS: these old navy ones my sister Meagan got me a while back...they fit better than any other ones I have. They're comfy.
SHAMPOO/CONDITIONER: Pantene Pro-V smooth & sleek
SOAP: St. Ive's whipped silk stuff
CD IN THE STEREO RIGHT NOW: another repeat...I already said, NONE!
CAR: A '95 Dodge Neon...my little hunk of junk. My friends love trying to get in and out of the passenger seat, it's like a game! My car has character.
IN THE FRIDGE: A whole ton of stuff....orange juice, diet a&w root beer, 1% milk, huge jar of pickles (they're Ben's, I don't like dills), cottage cheese, cream cheese, american cheese (the processed kind...in slices!), bell peppers, carrots, tomatoes, cucumbers, grapes, nectarines, red potatoes, iceberg lettuce, romaine lettuce, lunch meat (turkey and pastrami), apples, broccoli, ketchup, ranch dressing, honey mustard dressing, vidalia onion dressing, honey mustard sandwich stuff, mayo, miracle whip, dijon mustard, sweet and zesty mustard, etc.
TELEPHONE: no home phone, just a cell
CELLPHONE: Verizon wireless, but I'm not telling you the number!
Here's something I stole from garygary
A - Age: 19
B - Band listening to right now: None, I'm in a computer lab at school
C - Career in future: Teacher first, then a school guidance counselor
D - Dad's name: Richard
E - Easiest person to talk to: My husband Ben, of course
F - Favorite song at the moment: Probably "Gone" by Switchfoot
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Worms, definitely. I like putting them in cups full of crumbled up oreos, mmm...worms in dirt!!
I - Instruments: My vocal cords
J - Job title: College student!
K - Kids: Yeah, one day
L - Longest car ride ever: From southern Idaho to Mexico, a little over 16 hours
M - Mom's name: Debbie, but she likes to go by Deb
N - Number of siblings: Three sisters
O - Oldest sibling: Melissa (I call her Missy)
P - Phobia[s]: I'm deathly afraid of snakes, mice, and public speaking (but if I'm playing a character I do just fine)
Q - Quote you like: "I'm astounded by people who want to 'know' the universe when it's hard enough to find your way around Chinatown." -Woody Allen
R - Reason to smile: There are so many...I'm alive and healthy, I never go hungry, I have a wonderful husband whom I love, I have access to high-speed internet at school and at home, I like my teeth...
S - Song you sang last: I don't remember, sorry folks.
T - Time you wake up: today it was about 7:25, yesterday it was 6:30. It depends on the day of the week, but I never, ever get to sleep later than 9:00
U - Unknown fact about me: I sleep in the nude
V - Vegetable you hate: eggplant
W - Worst habit: Holding grudges (if that's considered a habit), biting my nails, procrastinating, worrying...
X - X-rays you've had: The dentist has taken X-rays of my teeth, I had to have X-rays of my wrist once, a long time ago...and my legs
Y - Yummy food: There are so very many...ice cream, brownies, cookies, homemade mashed potatoes, chicken fettuccine alfredo, bell peppers (especially the red ones), hard-boiled eggs, corn on the cob, pringles, sun chips, yogurt, cheesecake, eggs benedict w/lots of hollandaise sauce, shrimp, avocados, ranch dressing, the blondie dessert from Applebees, the mudpie dessert from Red Robin, Snickers, Junior Mints, Skittles, Red Vines, whoppers, jumbo jacks, french fries, mmm....I'm making myself really HUNGRY!!!
Z - Zodiac sign: Aries
[ Current Clothes ] Umm...same as always, jeans and a t-shirt, my wardrobe isn't that interesting....if this means what kind of clothes I'm wearing right now, I'm wearing a pair of Old Navy jeans my dad got me for Christmas or my birthday (I don't remember which, it's been a couple of years), and a brown Audio Adrenaline shirt from the Go Tour
[ Current Hair ] Long, layered, and thinned :p
[ Current Annoyance ] I'm annoyed with myself for being such an idiot and humiliating myself. :(
[ Current Smell] My hair. I don't know if it's my conditioner or my anti-frizz gel, though.
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] writing my 8-10 page paper for English that's due tomorrow.
[ Current Desktop Picture ] I'm at a school computer, and my home computer's desktop is umm...blue, that's it. Boring, I know.
[ Current Favorite Artist ] If you mean musical artist, then Paul Wright, Todd Agnew, and Sarah Kelly
[ Current Favorite Group ] Switchfoot...I also love Newsboys, Audio Adrenaline, FM Static, Big Daddy Weave, etc, etc.
[ Current Book you're reading ] Something about 15th century art...it's a book I'm reading for my art history class.
[ Current CD in CD Player] None :(
[ Current Refreshment ] Water
[ Current Worry ] My 8-10 page paper...I haven't even chosen a topic yet...help me!
[ You Touched ] What? Oh, the most current thing I touched...okay, the computer keyboard, DUH...stupid question!
[ You Talked to ] My hubby
[ You Hugged ] Hubby again
[ You Instant messaged ] Kristi
[ You Yelled At ] I don't know...probably Ben, but it's been a while. Oh wait, now I remember...I yelled at Ben Sunday for okaying our uninvited company to come on over. :)
Favourite:
[ Food ] I answered this question already...
[ Drink ] Diet A&W root beer and mocha frappucinos
[ Color ] Blue I guess ?
[ Shoes ] These black boots from Payless (I call them boots because they are tall and have traction on the bottom, but they have laces and they aren't high), and these new Sketchers I got recently
[ Animal ] Doggies
[ Movie ] Yikes I don't know. I really liked Stuck on You, so I guess that's my current fav...I also loved the movie You've Got Mail
[ Vegetable ] red bell peppers, corn on the cob, green beans (but not the french-cut style ones)
[ Fruit ] Nectarines, peaches, strawberries...how can ya pick a favorite?
[ Cartoon ] I used to love Bobby's World. I watched it every morning, but it's been a while. My current favorites would be Spongebob Squarepants and the Simpsons
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] Yes
[ Open-minded ] Yes, and when I'm not, I realize it and I try to change my thinking
[ Arrogant ] No, my self-esteem is pretty low. I question myself way too much to think that I'm really great.
[ Insecure ] You bet!
[ Interesting ] Not really.
[ Random ] Yes
[ Hungry ] Yes, I currently am...but I'm not hungry more than the average person...the problem I have is not with hunger, it's with appetite.
[ Friendly ] Somewhat...I'm very nice, but I'm not very outgoing.
[ Smart ] Um...I'm average, I guess.
[ Moody ] All the time
[ Childish ] Yeah, but only at the appropriate times
[ Independent ] Kinda, but not financially, my husband hooks me up w/spending money :p
[ Hard working ] Yes, but only when I'm getting paid. ;)
[ Organized ] Somewhat
[ Healthy ] I don't eat as healthy as I should, and I never exercise...but someone up there loves me because I don't have any serious health problems, and I am rarely sick.
[ Emotionally Stable ] Not really!
[ Shy ] Most of the time.
[ Difficult ] I can be
[ Attractive ] Depends on what time of the day were talking...
[ Bored Easily ] I try my best to never grow bored, but I am not very successful.
[ Thirsty ] Umm...I'll assume this means right now, and yeah, I'm kind of thirsty.
[ Responsible ] Most of the time
[ Obsessed ] No, I'm POSessed ;p
[ Angry ] I get sad more than I get angry (anger's a secondary emotion)
[ Sad ] Yeah, fairly frequently
[ Happy ] I'm happy the majority of the time
[ Hyper ] Not really, I'm pretty mellow most of the time
[ Trusting ] Yes, perhaps too much.
[ Talkative ] I can be with people I'm close to, but never to strangers or people I haven't gotten to know very well.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] I may be possessed, but I'm really not the murderous type.
[ Slap ] Myself, on the knee.
[ Get Real Wasted With ] I don't get wasted, dawg.
[ Get High With ] I ain't into that, mofo.
[ Look Like ] Myself :) I'm not vain, I just don't desire to look like anyone else
[ Talk To Offline ] A lot of people...
[ Talk To Online ] Kristi, Mel, and Rachel...they are the only friends I have online...
BEST
1. kisser - Ben. I don't have anyone to compare him with but a 40-year-old smoker, though.
2. smile - I like a lot of people's smile, but my favorite would have to be my sister Meagan, she has an adorable smile.
3. eyes - Ben's
4. laugh - I don't know!
5. story teller - I have no idea. People don't read me stories very often anymore.
:(
6. cook - Joyce, Ellen, or Cheryl...it's a three-way tie
7. loudest - My mom
8. cutest personality - Ben :)
9. friendliest - Ellen
10. favourite person to hug - I love hugs. I love hugging everybody!
11. gives best compliments - Ben, Kristi, Missy, Meagan
12. could never get sick of - Ben (good thing, huh?!)
13. craziest person - I don't know a lot of crazy people....I guess I'd have to say Ginny
14. person to talk to - Ben
15. sweetest - Err...Ben again :p
16. happiest - Ellen, definitely
17. compliment recieved - Anything that has to do with my weight or my looks, just because that's where I'm most unsure about myself/insecure
18. compliment you can think of to recieve - "You are the most beautiful, kindest, smartest, most understanding person I have ever met. You totally rock!"
19. makes you smile the most - Ben, of course.
20. miss the most - A lot of people...
Guys-Girls ???
1. Favourite features - Eyes, sense of humor, personality, dance moves :p
2. Crush? Nope :p
3. In Love? You bet
4. How many times? just once
5. Do they give you the chill? Yep, still :)
7. Could you picture yourself being married to them? Umm..yeah, 'cause I AM :)
8. Been Heartbroken? No
9. How many times? I said NO!
10. Most romantic thing you've done for someone? Err...got them a present when they didn't expect it
11. Most romantic thing someone's done for you? So many :) ...while I was working, my car was washed, stuffed full of balloons, all of which had black sharpie writing all over them to tell me how much I was loved, it also came with a rose and a card....a couple of different times I was surprised at work with flowers for no reason, another time I had a stuffed animal/rose/card left in my car after work... :)
12. Your dream of a romantic thing for someone to do for you? I don't know...
13. Marriage? Already done
14. Kids? Two or three, but not for a while
15. For true love or something else? I married for true love
16. Big or small wedding? It was small
17. Would you propose or them? They did :)
18. How would you/how would you want them to? It was perfect, on the beach (Oregon Coast) at sunset...what could be better than that?! :)
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed in the rain? Yes
2. Called someone in the middle of the night just because you couldn't wait any longer to? Yeah, but not very often
3. Thought about someone so much you annoyed yourself? No
4. Talked about someone to the point of people telling you to shut up? Maybe, but I don't remember
5. Who's the person you miss the most? I don't know
6. Watched the stars with someone? I guess I've done that, but I don't remember it particularly
7. Cried because you're happy? Yes, like the day I was proposed to. :)
8. Been in love, but it wasn't returned? No
9. Kept something that smelled so you could smell it when you missed that person? No, I thought they only did that in the movies...
10. Called someone more than 5 times during the day? Yeah, all the time!
11.Who's name did you say most in this? Ben
WALLET: Black, big & bulky, doesn't fit in my pocket
BAG: Blue, my back pack is blue, my purse is black
HAIR-BRUSH: purple ?
MAKEUP: Neutrogena and Mary Kay
TOOTHPASTE: Right now I'm using Arm & Hammer whitening toothpaste
TOOTHBRUSH: Blue and err...white
JEWELRY WORN DAILY: Wedding ring
SOCKS: White
PILLOW COVER: Plaid, blue, green, yellow, white
BLANKET: The only one on my bed right now is a white comforter
COFFEE CUP: multi
SUNGLASSES: Don't own a pair right now. :(
UNDERWEAR: Whoa...we're getting personal...I usually wear bikini briefs because I always wear really low-cut pants. I occasionally wear thongs or g-strings, but not very often.
SHOES: I already said!
KEYCHAIN: umm...I can't remember. :p I'm a dork.
COMPUTER: We have two, an emachines one and a sony vaio
FAVORITE TOP: I don't know if I have one...I guess I like my "Don't Label Me" shirt a lot, but it's kinda small
FAVORITE PANTS: these old navy ones my sister Meagan got me a while back...they fit better than any other ones I have. They're comfy.
SHAMPOO/CONDITIONER: Pantene Pro-V smooth & sleek
SOAP: St. Ive's whipped silk stuff
CD IN THE STEREO RIGHT NOW: another repeat...I already said, NONE!
CAR: A '95 Dodge Neon...my little hunk of junk. My friends love trying to get in and out of the passenger seat, it's like a game! My car has character.
IN THE FRIDGE: A whole ton of stuff....orange juice, diet a&w root beer, 1% milk, huge jar of pickles (they're Ben's, I don't like dills), cottage cheese, cream cheese, american cheese (the processed kind...in slices!), bell peppers, carrots, tomatoes, cucumbers, grapes, nectarines, red potatoes, iceberg lettuce, romaine lettuce, lunch meat (turkey and pastrami), apples, broccoli, ketchup, ranch dressing, honey mustard dressing, vidalia onion dressing, honey mustard sandwich stuff, mayo, miracle whip, dijon mustard, sweet and zesty mustard, etc.
TELEPHONE: no home phone, just a cell
CELLPHONE: Verizon wireless, but I'm not telling you the number!