I basically have a full ride to NC State now.  Thank the Lord.  Hallelujah!   AMEN!

Just have a $613 loan for each year that I have to pay back after I graduate.  What a random number.

Life is sweet to me.

So far I have:

taken two AP tests
Gone to the mae, relient k, and sherwood concert
gone to prom
gotten a room mate assigned
fixed friendships
led too many guys on
been content with my life

Counting down the days till graduation like it's going to make it come any quicker.

Definitely not stoked about working the weekend.

DUDE! I AM SO STOKED! I got accepted into the WISE Village at NC State!!! WOOO!!!!  I coulda sworn I wasn't bc I hadn't received a letter from them when they said they were mailing them but I got an email today saying they were pleased to tell me I have been accepted into their village.  DUDE!  Today is such a good day!

I'm so excited I'm getting a prom dress in the mail this week before prom.  I wonder what it's going to look like.  I am soo giddy you wouldn't believe.  I won't match him thank GOD!  Well as long as I like the new prom dress more than my old one.  But oh my goodness, I am soo excited.  AND IT'S FREE ( Read more... )

I never thought forgetting you could be this easy.

I don't even have the urge to cry.  That's how insignificant you are to me.

Can stress cause periods?  Because I thought it was, stress stops periods.

Oh damnit I'm confused.

i have the sudden urge to just die right now.  or to kill.. ohhhh the joy in shooting someone else in the head.

if i had a gun, id do it.

then kill myself.

then go to hell..

then be like, damn, i wish i didnt do that.  but it felt so good.

PS dont worry people im not gunna go killin people now.. im just really pissed off.. mkay?

~AmS

Haha.. you want SEX?!  is that it?  Am I correct?

I think I am.

You male chauvinistic pig!

Bahaha I am so happy today, I could go fly a kite!  Except there is the lack of any good wind.  Man.. I don't know what's gotten into me.  A natural antidepressant or something.  Oh goodness.

ROAD TRIP tomorrow!!! YAY!!!

Okay so all this global warming (although it seems to be global cooling instead) has Manuel thinking something terribly bad is going to happen.  What if the end of the world is coming and we are all doomed?  Wouldn't bother me; I'd go down singing "it's the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fine."  I do.  If the world were to end tomorrow ( Read more... )

Okay Okay Okay!  Things are very good now.

Very good indeed.