James just doesn't get it. I have told him repeatedly that it's over for good. But he still is trying. He just doesn't understand. He called again last night. And only wants the package deal, he won't see another guy with his daughter or me. He say that if he see that he'll kill him. And if he's going to be there to see haley grow then he's ( Read more... )

My life in finally going in the right direction. I can look up now. My job is going well, James is in Boulder. Though he called again tonight and was upset. I didn't talk to him and now I'm on the internet. So ( Read more... )

This weekend was good. As I was standing in the shower this morning I had a sense of closure that felt very good. I really needed that. Up until this point I've never felt that things with James were over. I know that they're not for HAley but they are for me.

I left and headed back to denver. A few miles out of town I ran into a huge accident at the top of the hill. So we all turned around and I had to take a different road to denver. Went to my sisters and picked up some of my house stuff. And Haley and I headed home. Only to find that we had missed Sandra and Bill. I'm so disappointed. I was ( Read more... )

I just took James back to boulder. I know you want to kill me. But I really did it for his grandmother. She's one of the nicest people I've ever meet. So we took Haley to see. her. She's never seen her before. I guess you could call this her last dyeing wish to see her grandchild. I know that she's not been well lately and has cancer. I'm ( Read more... )

Court yesterday was ok. James gave in to all the terms that I had asked for and we didn't have tot throw amy mud. It could have gotten really messy in there. So now I have soul custody of Haley for now but that could change in a few years. But of couse James could not leave me alone. So here we go again. I made the mistake of going out with ( Read more... )

Where to begin. I say this a lot. ( I just noticed that). I wish I didn't have to share this phone line. sometimes it makes it hard. But I understand that my sis' homeworks comes first. Wich is ok. but it's getting fustrating. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. I may be getting my own place soon, like on the 1st. I can ( Read more... )

So after a long day at work not doing much. I figured that Jay is not the guy for me. I know this is stupid but he's too short for me. And he's good looking and all but not in my eyes. He's not ugly but just not my type. I still really want Dennis. I just don't know how to get him. I wish this was all I had to think about lately. Though the ( Read more... )

So I went out with this guy today. Jay. He's been the one I've been talking to on the net the last couple of weeks. We have quite a few things in common which is really nice. So we went to lunch at the Taphouse. We met and had some nice conversation. We were that about an hour and talked about everything ( Read more... )

I was having a good day, even week until now. James called again and started to press me again about ,y life. His first question was have I been going out with any one. On I have no life right now. But this times its been my choice. Not his. Then he goes on to say that we are still going to be together. But we're not. EVER ( Read more... )