Things I'm happy about:
- I have a new crush! and i think he crushes me back! and I dont feel guilty so much, not at least for Grant.
- my friends are amazing as ever
- I've seen Ewan McGreggor's business and am happy to report that its better than I imagined.
- Juberto is back at work!!!! and is my stand-in boyfriend.
- I have good music to listen to on my computer
- Grant and I are still friends. We're not honest with eachother completely, but we're still friends, which counts.
- I'm going to see Dracula tomorrow with Katie and possibly Grant.
- Dinah is fantastic. Absolutely FANTASTIC!
- I charmed the pants off the Alum from Union last night. and I'm gooooooood at that shit.
- The assistant Track coach from Stonehill emailed me. He emailed me. Incredible.
- someone looked fantastic in new pants today. emotionally unstable, but damn attractive nonetheless
- Cracks and I are teaching some slut a lesson ALL next week. she better stay off our turf- -that jacket is OUR fucking jacket...
- I got the U signed off for orchestra- -I'm the president! Of course I didnt skip!
- Track starts in a few weeks! I cant wait!
Now the things I'm not happy about:
- hooking up is slutty, but I just dont have the energy to date. not at this point.
- I'm still apparently everyone's therapist. (THE RAPIST- -couldnt resist, sorry)
- I'm broke. its ugly.
- I need a new vest. this thing is just too "Deer Hunter".
- I dont have anything to do tonight, so I'm going to rot online.
- I havent done my religious visitation yet, and I swore to myself I wouldnt do it at the last minute like last time
- Dad's not letting me go to the church of scientology.
- I'm pretty busy. it surprises me, but I have a lot on my plate.
- I did a bad thing twice this weekend. just in time to sabotage track season.
- ten years of halloween, over. I just cant believe we're not really children anymore. its off.
So i think thats all for now. I'm tired. but it was nice to get some stuff out. thanks for skipping it.