David ( Read more... )

Hey David ( Read more... )

So I think that maybe I'm not being super honest with myself. I don't really know. I just feel lost and I feel like maybe I'm pushing my feelings away again. I don't know.

I spent the night with Ian last night. It was alright. He originally said that he didn't want to hang out so I was kind of sad about that and settling in for a nightin when he ( Read more... )

Ian (From Texas)-

Hi. I feel really weird even writing this because, y'know, we're not like this but I gotta get it off my chest so here it goes anyway...

What's up? Are we done? That text you sent me was so strange and I can't stop thinking about it--well, I can, actually, and to be frank I keep forgetting about it, but then I remember it and get ( Read more... )

Dave,

Happy birthday! It is a big one (50!! holy crap you are old!!!) so I couldn't not say anything! I hope you are well. I miss you like crazy, but I know that part of our lives is over. One day, years from now, I really hope that you and I can be friends again. Maybe that is playing with fire, but damn, I just really think we could do it and I ( Read more... )

Dave-

Hey stranger :) Long time no talk. How are you doing? I wonder if it's unhealthy to keep writing to you like this. I don't know, but I still think about you quite a lot so I guess it's probably not worse than that. Anyway, if I recall correctly, I seem to believe there's quite an important date coming up for you... Perhaps your 50th birthday ( Read more... )

David-

I know you don't want to hear from me so don't respond (or perhaps, more realistically, I won't send this out to you at all) but I miss you and I just wanted you to know these things.

I recently put myself way out there on the dating front. I think you would be proud of me. I met someone who I honestly thought might be The Person. We ( Read more... )

I haven't cut in a really long time (8 or 9 years, I think) but some days I really am just that sad, lonely little girl who thought the sadness might honestly crush her to death.

I've been talking to this guy, A, for close to a month now and we really clicked since the beginning, texting for hours on end and talking to each other on the phone ( Read more... )

I never finished my letter to you... I never finish my letters to you.

Dave, I think you were my soulmate? How am I supposed to deal with any of this without you? I know that all I'd have to do was send you a text that I was hurting and you'd be there for me, making me laugh and smile and forget all about whatever I was upset about. Dave. I miss ( Read more... )

Dear David-

I am writing you because I miss you. It's been maybe a month and a week since we broke up. It's crazy to think how little time has passed because it honestly feels like forever ago. This one really feels permanent. Anyway, I miss you. I miss being able to tell you things and listening to the advice you give me. I love how you see me as ( Read more... )