Well I just got back from the hospital ( Read more... )

Yea, you're a real friend; bitch.

I'm glad that even knowing I was pissed that you just decided to ignore it, sounds like something a friend would do. Go ahead and keep digging yourself a deeper hole sweetheart, because I'll fuckin' bury you in it.

Trust me.

Oh yea, Happy Saint Patty's Day to all of yous.

We weren't bound in blood, we were bound by beyond what I know and understand.

"I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to."

I miss you brother.

I got things straightened out with friends and everything. Talked to everyone I needed to. So things should be getting back to normal; it was just a misunderstanding ( Read more... )

And the whole cycle starts over again.

llllaammmeee.

"We Will Become Silhouettes"I've got a cupboard with cans of food, filtered water ( Read more... )

Getting back to the "routine" of life is not as easy as it seems. Look at it like this, you have a lego city in which one lives day to day not knowing that a huge fucking meteor is heading right for this city and is about to totally change the way a person lives. So BOOM, tragedy strikes and the city is leveled. Now legos are easy to put back ( Read more... )

Yesterday was Logan's final send off. The morning was awful. There was talk of tornados even but I let everyone know that when we arrived at the beach it would be sunny; "he won't let it rain", are the exact words I used. Sure enough it was sunny when we got there and later turned to overcast but there wasen't a drop of rain on that beach while ( Read more... )

The last few days have been filled with ups and downs. I've been feeling him with me a lot. Just a presence over my shoulder. Whenever I start to get teary eyed something hits me and I feel relaxed the next moment. He's telling me to quit it. Sending me good vibes and what not. I know he's doing fine, and that helps too ( Read more... )

I got the word earlier tonight around 8:30 that Logan's life support was shut off and he passed away. I knew it was coming but it still blindsided me. I feel like I should of been there at the hospital more but I just couldn't. Seeing him like that made me physically ill. I went twice to the hospital in the past 4 days since this all happened ( Read more... )