we just pulled something out of my neck. i lay on the bed and a scalpel and tweezers went in. there was a lot of blood. they said it looked like a half to three quarter inch suture of some sort surrounded by crushed glass. whatever it was i hope it is out now. it has been in there for years. i have never had stitches anywhere near that area so i ( Read more... )

well kids, after two years of hard work, the mission isnt going to happen. its ok though. things happen for a reason. i look back on the past 2 years and i see how much i have grown. i am finally becoming the man i need to be. the man i had shoved aside. the man i had tried to destroy. i am now applying to school. i will work and do what it takes ( Read more... )

i cry, every single time i read postsecret.com

i have been having rather strange dreams lately. i wouldnt call them nightmares in the scary monster sense but they have been waking me up a bit scared. last night i had another one that i feel like sharing ( Read more... )

let me sleep. please. just let me sleep

i get panic attacks more frequently now. i can hide them (somehow). i am so on edge.

in classic benjamin fashion i just lost 35 gigs of pictures and over 100 gigs of music. i really need to stop dropping stuff.

Go ahead and eat your death ( Read more... )

KATHY: Everyone gone ( Read more... )

You'll die from an Unlikely Illness (like the plague).

You will unfortunately succumb to a random and unlikely disease. Only to find out after death that eating more broccoli would have cured you.


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