i quit very easily, in an inconspicuous way. It's quitting none the less. Reading through old entries is a good time, nostalgia taking it's toll. I find that when wiser people tell me something there usually right, its hard for me to admit it, even when theyre saying it to me, i wanna say theyre right, but words become heavy, as if they lose life ( Read more... )

If i were to spread apart my velvet curtains and witness my simple fears- how would they affect me- If i could stand on stage amist the hopeless tears of jealous flames- would they burn me in their presence and make ash out of my brittle bones- and send me a float within the western wind and blow kisses with my vulnerable being- one more candle on ( Read more... )

graduation comes in 4 weeks. 2 weeks in maimi. back to oregon for three more months-Europe was mad@! Krakow has a spot on my list of destinations. Broken heart in Bucharest and polish gangstas slipping the maddog eye!!!!! its hypnotizing !!!! sage francis has my head on lock and i cannot help but whisper his thoughts. dEC. 18 IS THE BEGINNING OF ( Read more... )

I am in Romania staying in the house of sexy maddy, last night i wandered the streets with other Romanians, if some time in the late future Miami has a flock of Romanians, itll be becasue of me, hehehehe, December is the month~~~!!!!!!!!!

Even before anything made sense- i connected dots in prose and it sounded sweet- it were the saxophone being blown by the dynamo- eating away the flesh of the dried up baby ghost- mouth wide and eyes blue-

marines or monk in tibet or the fame in decadence and lust!!!!!!! 1 of the 3

i wanna have a poetry slam then get crunk! december baby

i got plans-one day ill be great

A glass of wine wit the old man- ha who woulda thought!?

With months slipping through my greasy fingers, objects of solitude and dolorous dismay i have witnessed my gods. I have forgon ceremonies of utter ignorant jubilance that stain me with words of scorn ( Read more... )

im at a wrestling tournament sneakin on comps damn!@ im not allowed to write anyone im at an emo growth school and its terrible i ahte life!!!! boo hooo ha but im chillin<3 i miss u all fo rizzle wont be home till next december!