"Is there any way I can stay in your arms?"

May 20, 2005 09:07

I have this odd feeling in the bottom of my heart.. that something isn't right between me and Eiji. I'm so worried about it.. maybe I moved to fast.


Maybe I'm doing something wrong. Maybe I'm just not focusing enough. I can't help but feel as though he's slipping away from me.. even if it doesn't look like it, it feels like it.

Something is slipping through my fingers, and I don't know what it is. I'm so happy yet at the same time I'm sad. That's unusual.. and horrifying, I don't want to lose him.

Mmn.. maybe I'm just thinking too much.. or I'm just so overstressed that I'm overthinking the entire situation.
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