baby number..... three!

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shaantatheihop
 

i miss my:
babies, my lover..
my band
my father.


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patience is a preference sought by those who crave virtue.
at this point i am uncertain if i am one of the few who do.
crippled by the thought of losing
rehabilitated by the thought of gaining

a free flow from finger tips that feel fake
blisters are present to boast my skins ability to protect from a bone break.
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No one is harder on me than myself
Or so it seems
Some say that you are my curse, my own worst enemy
I think they're wrong
They never thought our life could be like this
They never thought

I'll be your safe ride home when you call me, I'll be everything and more
When you call my name

I thought no one is smarter than me
No, I don't need anyone’s help!
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incase you RP with me under these SN's
shaantattheihop
x dramaking
donfall xaway
tr4c3 i5 d3ad
teh troyxx0rz

i'm going on a 5 day vacation to Manitoba.
I might end up getting online.
if you see me online and say hello, but i dont answer please dont be offended <3

i err.. everything is great on he homefront.
i miss my mommy but thats nothing unusual haha.
i miss my band and i hope to have one of then cutechats really soooon.
ps; my son is amazing.
pps; i miss jeffereeeeeeee.

WHY DOES NO ONE KNOW THIS?

i said i'm down to get a little bit wild
the way you smile, makes me feel like a child.
all eyes on you, you know what to do.
gonna be with you before the night is through.

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I don't really know what you all want me to say.
I was with Alex, and before Alex i was with Jack.
Jack's pregnant and the baby is mine.
No, i didnt 'dump Alex' for Jack.
I did it for other reasons.
I felt like shit.
I liked Jack still and I didnt think it was fair to be with Alex,
to tell him that i loved him and all these things
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