Well my binge not only prevented me for being smaller today, but i gained. Refused to weigh so i tried on all my clothes {this thing i do} and I'm alot fatter i'd thought. I want to get rid of my muscle so i only walked with the dog, no pilates or all the other stuff i do. Even tho that prob woulda been better. ARGH. and i ate like 2 toasts, ( Read more... )

By some FREAK of nature i dropped 4lbs yest and was 122 this morn. HOW i have no clue but my mother went out for food and i knew i'd have to eat something so i could tell her. ANd i dunno, it wasnt a binge, but it wasnt the NOTHING i'd wanted it to be. Now am petrified of what will happen. ANd i feel utturly shitty bout this thing. Its a whole load ( Read more... )

name: Avy
age: 18
eating disorder type: ednos.
current weight: 126
highest weight: 139
lowest weight: 119
short term goal weight: 126
long term goal weight: 115 *prays*

You'd think if your daughter told you she had an Eating Disorder you would actually give a shit ( Read more... )